and i am soooooooo excited. this is the first..(oh here we go again!) time in 3 years since ive been back for raya. the last time being 2005 kali 2006. crazy or not? roll your eyes if you like..but i feel like i want to be eight again and go out and play bunga api like i don’t have asthma! huhuhu.

Just the other day i couldn’t resist buying myself yang pop pop anu badil bawang ah yang damit damit? takut2 lagi tu when i got home i felt like i had to hide it from my dad in fear that just like 20 years ago, he wouldn’t approve of such things …bapa ku ani pengijab bah kamu huhu.. and OH my maid having found the pack among my groceries thought it was a new ingredient for my brownies. tekajut ku when i saw it on top of the sugar container.

mcm Umi. hello. aku buat brownie.. bukan buat bomb!

he he he.. im in the middle of installing sims. i have to bake in a while. been really busy this week with raya orders and what not. i need my sleep. 🙁

kiss me.

Its about time that there’s a feel good song out! This song is by no other than THE Whitney Houston.. despite not looking like the OLD whitney.. mcm maybe she’s just getting old? maybe its BOTOX ? or maybe she’s just getting old? maybe it was the cocaine? but maybe..just maybe..it was the BOTOK? huhuh ..but yeah she still has it!

thanks guys for recommending this song.

good morning Brunei!

kiss me.

I shud really be updating TheCakery with photos kan? but i ohhhh so can’t be bothered right now. Puasa is almost coming to an end.. honestly, i dont really want it to. So far, its been a good one. its probably the most relaxing time ive had since ive been back. i love it.

in other news.. nada.

[thinking of what to blog next]

nada..

owh!!!!!!
I found this tadi on youtube and ive already turned it in to my ringtone. lol. and the song’s been ringing in my head the whole day. lol.

kiss me.

im up early on a sunday. there r a handful of weddings to attend today. Don’t ask me when is mine cause i dont think its anytime soon. Well certainly not in my books. i’m still 16. what r u talking about? huhuhu..lainlah if i was 24. huhu. Kamu pikir kawin ani sanang kah? huhu mun sanang..semua-mua(mu) org kawin ni hari minggu ah. padat ni jalan. betamu GANDI ni. so pls. stop asking me. after a while it gets irritating. and im irritated. mcm buleh kamu betanya barang lain kah? mcm.. apa bezaan nya diantar idgham maalunah sama idgham bilaghunah? ataupun..’macam siti did u o anything different to your hair today? ure hair looks ver nice!!’.

seriously. i need to come to terms with my age kali. the last time i filled out a form, i had written my age as 18 and not 23. When i turned 24 the other day, i got scared at how old i was getting. Maybe, if im brave enough to face the real thing, my next birthday won’t be as scary. huhuh. speaking of forms, i havent heard back from any of the ministries that i applied to. or is it still too early to be getting calls? im sick of waiting. mcm kalau buat2 menunggu keraja ani kana idangi kupi sama kueh linggang inda jua apa. kan?

sorry. im just so random this morning.

in other news.. nada. i need to get out of here….its getting boring. but puasa is coming hehe.

ill find a way.

kiss me.

I’d like to thank everyone for coming to my small birthday gathering of close friends and family lastnite. had a good time. I’m tired. woke up today with a huge migraine and continued to sleep till about 2pm. Had to get dressed quickly to go to Nadiah’s birthday celebration at the Lodge. Have i ever told u guys that me and nad were born less-than-24-hrs- apart? huuhhuhuh. mcm twin..ganya sorang keluar mcm Jipun sorang cam Ghurka. huhuhu. But yeah alot of people i know are celebrating their birthdays this month.

here’s a list of birthdays i got from facebook.

Birthday s in August :-

01 – Minul Abas, Katrina Hm (age 25), Ajiz Yusra, Syazwana Harun (age 21)
02 – Nadiah Ahmad Rafie (age 24), Saiful Kamaluddin, Wendy Phodiansa (age 26), Wan Hannah Karim
04 – Saedah Yunos, Moon Matassan
05 – Izzhar Putra, Khair Al-Hazirin Ariffin, Thanis Lim, Rasjtika Soeroso (age 26), Adhlen Zulkifly (age 27)
06 – Wani Ariffin (age 24), Shaf Hybridwhimsy, Nurulsofya Yusof (age 24)
07 – Alana Shah
08 – Syahmi Fadilah (age 21), Sophie Forte (age 25)
09 – Johan Farid Khairuddin, Cupid Angie, Ria MusicDesign (age 25)
10 – Siti Athirah ‘Ira’ Ali (age 22), Sabrina Jali (age 25), Mena W Othman, Edzneeda MN, Bibi Khamimah Rusli (age 21)
11 – Erin Zainal (age 26)
12 – Ashady B (age 25), Tiyah Abas, Faisal Nordin, Nuar Mohammad (age 22)
13 – Roze Ibrahim
14 – Dee Yahya (age 24), Muizzah Zavala, Ady Merlina Manaf, Aryf Zainal, Zaki Mohidin
15 – Aniz’z Majid, Syida Alfaiz, Huong Nguyen (age 27), GF FerRo
16 – Saurah Sayuti (age 19)
17 – Alwi Alkaff, Aprizah Hj Ahmad (age 26), Olivia Lee, Fee F. Yusof (age 23)
18 – Diyana Ibrahim (age 24), AshLey LaDee, Alena Lien Hui Ying, Wardiah Salleh
19 – Ili Adnan (age 23)
21 – Farah Simon, Nani Azni (age 27), Hadthiah Amadah
22 – Rose Razak (age 25), Zureen Hashim (age 37), Ina Yussin
23 – Wahidah Yusof, Leah Momin (age 26), Azmi Majid (age 33), Amal’Amni A.M, Eyza Farizan
24 – Suzie Rahman, Kamaliah Sr, Busera Abs, Nanie Miko Sa’adi
25 – Farid Matzin (age 24), Ahim Rani CandidSyndrome Brunei, Liza Ibrahim (age 33), Norul Azura, Bazilah Razak (age 25)
26 – Yolanda Chan, Amilin Roslin, Ashrul Hisham Gazali
27 – Azlan Shahir (age 25), Eleana Hairol Arni (age 15)
28 – Jerald Neo (age 24), Alina Malik
29 – Rafie Nasiruddin
30 – Zulraimi Johari (age 26), Tati Ibrahim, Azim HS, Yan Adisesha (age 25)
31 – Adam Bell (age 25), Zubaidah Abu Zar

KAN HARI HARI ORG BIRTHDAY AH???? crazy. bagi LIMAU saja kali. mun kan di bagi prezen seorang2 usulnya makan gula gula hacks saja ku bulanmalam ani.. hahaha worst case scenario, ill be sucking on GULA BATU. lol.

Jaditah SEKILO limau. sebuting sorang. huhuhu. lol. ataupun bagi dedication di radio kah saja? lol.
“i’d like to wish a happy advanced birthday to Nadiah, Wani, Mimah, Tyah, Kamy, dhilah, alwie, rafiee (and the list goes on and on and on)….. dengan ucapan.. jangan selalu bday.. krg abis duit!”

but yeah, thanks to those who remembered.. ii even got customers texting in happy birthday which was a lovely surprise.. and those who i tot didnt even know it was my birthday pun ada text ..some even called..so that was really2 nice! 🙂 lainkali kamu bday, claim limau dari aku ah?
huhu.

so anyway, im off to bed now.

wishing everyone a good week ahead.

kiss me.

busy busy weekend ahead. sorry for neglecting the blog yet again. But in between trying to find jobs and baking brownies, i seem to have lost track of time. I can’t believe its already Thursday! Maybe its because i spend too much time on SLOW internet that i didn’t realise that THURSDAY would arrive faster. 😛 both portable broadband and the house broadband is acting up. is brunei under some sort of internet maintainence? Or could it be that it’s all in the mind saja kali..like because the days are getting faster, in my head ive always wanted the internet to be slower? mcm to compensate for it??? .. apakan aku ah. kalau ani baik ku compensate the SPEED OF LIGHT sama cue kan masok ke gadong time PAY DAY. huhuh paning kamu kah?

*nah brownie panadol*

anyway, i really have to go soon. I’m leaving for jerudong in a bit. Thursday is brownie day. Im thinking of changing the dates lagi. Now that i bake on Thursday and Saturdays i feel like i’m missing out on the rest of the week..mcm im only looking forward to the weekend 🙁 I’m just gonna have to adjust the dates lagi.. keep Saturday and change thursday brownies to Wednesday brownies? what do u guys think? or am i the only girl in the world that doesn’t look forward to the weekend????????? huhuhu.

other than that, i havent been doing anything much. ive just been printing my resumes and sending it everywhere in hopes that i’d be able to at least get ONE interview. interview with the vampire. huhuh apakan random. come to think of it. i used to blog like this all the time. like random things. what happened ah? oh. i think i know. and then my Masters happened..and i got boring. like seriously, i was just reading my posts. and the funny kinda stopped late 2007.

hahaha apakan. sudah tah eh. bah im off. drive safe everyone. bnyk ni org gila time awal2 bulan ani. yatah time durang bemain ni musim ani! yang ‘daredevil dari lane 1 masuk lane 2 masuk lane 3 masuk lagi lane 2’ BANYAK ni. kalau nampak. HON saja banar banar. gitau si SITI suruh ah!?!!!!

i is mandi.

kiss me.

first off, happy birthday my darling (abang – for comic relief!) beejay. i hope you had a wonderful birthday despite the fact that u had to work. Thank you for being there for me all these years.. listening to me rant, whine and bitch… putting up with my crap when im super duper high on coffee and helping me with my ingredient-hunting-rounds on the weekends (not before stopping at Nyonya to have lunch fit for a King and Queen!). U know how ive always wanted to have an older brother? ive found him in you! I owe you makan.

proper post tommororw guys.
kiss me.

Hari khamis sudah kah? behapa saja kan ku sampai inda sadar hari hari ani lagi kan? i can’t believe its thursday.. 3 more days until the next episode of True Blood? r u serious? where did my week go 🙁 i wasn’t gonna blog and then i was like eh..i might as well since i have two extra boxes of plain swiss choc brownies to sell.

anyone wan? i know i know, its the end of the month… and ure broke.. but a brownie is a necessity! i kud think of a 101 ways on how you can use a brownie to find a.. JODOH . but the dvd pack comes with a box of brownies that you are about to buy 😉 huhuhuhu.

You just know its bulan tua when you could easily find parking infront of the hsbc in gadong. you know its bulan tua when excapade is sunyi. u know its bulan tua when.. restaurants starts giving you 20% discounts on meals. you know its bulan tua when you are whoring your brownies to no end. hahaha. ah..the story of my life. i fonly brownies were a staple. just like rice. im not talking about staple. kau saja makan staple. huhu. but yeah..Brownie Leila. lol. hahahahaha.

so anyway yeah 2 extra boxes of plain swiss brownies for sale at $15 bucks a box.

aku mandi dulu..
ohsomeone suggested i shud start making protein brownies. someone else suggested i should mix in 4 scoops of powdered protein per brownie serving. another someone pointed out, if i was to do the 4 scoop thing, then i’ll have bruneian men walking like ketam. that another someone is also very funny. OH. and Rahim is now obsessed with getting muscles.

Yesterday i was on the house computer and almost got the shock of my life when i tot Rahim was watching porn on youtube. rupanya it wasn’t porn..it was some guy on youtube showing his huge ass biceps to the world. barigali. i don understand men’s obessions with muscles. gali ku. huhu. seriously if ure straight, and u think walking around wearing a tight fitting shirt is ..VERY STRAIGHT..well think again.. we women just think u r GAY. bliak. bida jua tu..ngaleh2 saja kamu workout skali nada BINI BINI beguna. bukan lagi chick magnet hahahaha jadi dick magnet!!! baik lagi dick magnet mun LANGSUNG NADA ORG BEGUNA? sendiri kau be muscle sana atu..bepikir tah kau.

‘watch me flex bitch!’.. i doubt gays would even go near this guy.

so M, if ure reading this. i beg of you. pls dont grow anymore muscles. its scaring the shit out of me.

kiss me.

sasakku swine flu ani. i got in to a conversation with my friend shasha the other day on how annoying this whole swine flu thing is.. its like sitting around waiting for your period bah rasanya. Just like ure period, u tend to question everything that is not right with yourself. mcm kenapa ku sakit lihir ani ah? swine flu kali? kenapa ku ngaleh ani? swine flu kali? kenapa ku kalat mata ani ah? swine flu kali.

Which is the same as blaming your fatigueness or bitchiness on your soon-to-come-period. ‘kenapa ya sakit batis ku ani?’ kan uzur kali? ‘kenapa ku ngaleh ani?’ kan period kali? kenapa ku suka mencari coklet ani ah? kan period kali? bukan plang minta minta but in a really screwed up way you’re better off contracting in and getting it over and done with wah. but on the hand..maybe its not a good idea..whatever. i just felt like ranting. huhu.

in other news. batah sudah ku inda meliat cerita korea. its been a while since i stumble upon a good k-drama movie to cry on. i dont know about u guys, but during my pms fits i crave for a good cry. even if its over corny korean movies. haha. and i’m sure im not the only one who finds comfort in sad korean movies during pms. i can name another girl who feels the same way about it hahahahaha.

boring eh. its 12am. need to get up early tommorrow to find good unsalted butter that won’t break my brownie bank. yatah ganya kraja ku ni on days which im not baking..mencari mentiga mencari tapong.. mencari gula.. lady of leisure? WHAT LADY OF LEISURE? lol. the hunt for ingredients i dont mind la..its the driving that makes me go a little bit cuckoo. I think my brain is trained to avoid the big round about at all cost. Sometimes whilst driving i am surprised at myself for taking the jalan towards Mata mata to get to gadong instead of going through the 2 mini round abouts and the SETAN of all round abouts. Not that i dont know how to use it, pandai banar ku kali ah memakai round-about ani.. PAKAI LANE 1 kali ah hahaha (handal tah sudah tu mun makai LANE 1) but i just hate it. pandai pun pebaik makai lane 3 ah mun ada jua urang HENG memakai round about masih tani pun tepalit tu HENG org atu. Kalau kan main bumper car~~ baik tah sampaikan ajat ke jodong park atu kali~~~ or even better, baik tah membuka tabong DISNEYLAND.

wth is up with facebook? im getting an internal server error. kana hack kah? boreng eh cani ani.

less than 2 weeks till i turn 24. as for now, no plans as yet. but it’ll be my first bday in brunei in 8 years…heh.. ok im just rambling now..

will talk again tommorow.

im gonna bury my head in a book about a vampire called Le Stat now. Ive just discovered Anne Rice and she will be my bestfriend for the rest of the week. I’ve also got this week’s episode of TrueBlood downloading on Transmission. Yayyyy me!!!!!!!!

kiss me.

m loving this Mrs officer song by Lil wayne feat Bobby V. Took me a while to realise that the wooo–ooo–weee–weee–ooo-wweeee bit of the song refers the sound of sirens. despite the fact that lil wayne is more pondan than gangstaaaa.. this is probably the only good rnb track ive heard in a while.

i really wanted it to be a lazy sunday..but i just remembered that its Liyana’s betunang today and Kamy’s flying off to Melbourne tommorrow and having a small get together over at her place. bz bz bz sukat jalan.

and i may need some bonjella..i think there’s an ulcer forming on the right side of my gums..

ok time to dry hair.

kiss me.