Si Minah

Pretty raMdoN thing happened at the immi building tadi. I borrowed a pen from the iinformation counter and when i returned it..the lady behind the counter was like

Lady: kau ani anak si Minah kah?
me: ah apa?
lady: anak si minah kau ani?
me: sorry inda kedangaran, anak siapa?
lady: si minah
me: *thinking* siapa lagi si minah ani* hehe.. ahhhh..bukan.

hahahaha siapa kan si Minah ani?? minah mana? huhuhu random jua tu..mcm there’s a Minah out there that looks like me!! hahaha.

kiss me.

its my calling.

calling calling. lol. love it when people say that after the end of small talk. i guess its better than saying.. ‘ok nice to meet you im never going to call you but whatevs! CALLING CALLING!’ . lol.

i dont know why i have wordpress open. ive had it open the whole day. however,everytime i want to put my thoughts down i get stuck. stak u knows? stucks. looking forward to November and then December and then the New year! tutup mata buka mata taun 2045 tia. hehe labih.

i want that flower necklace. huhu must get that flower necklace. i’m just online-window-shopping now…and talking nonsense. cant wait for the weekend!!!!! can’t wait for everything that has been waiting for me in this life. can’t wait.

kiss me.

My love for jamie foxx.

Dont get me wrong, i love you Usher..but Jamie foxx does it better. Always.

i don’t know why i keep on going to youtube for his old videos. I should just put them through listentoyoutube.com and have the sound converted to mp3. but i guess somehow, its not the same.. its still better to listen to him while watching him play on the piano. This was Jamie foxx before hiphop. He shudve just stuck to rnb/soul kan?

Download his Peep This album from 1994 to see (hear! more like!) what i mean 🙂

J’adore Jamie!

forever. lol.

kiss me.

the healing song.

bored. another hot day in brunei. wished i lived closer to the beach! havent got much to say cept that ill be closing shop (TheCakery) for two weeks after Thursday the 20th of October. huhuh malas ku kan bebisnis dulu. im tired. like seriously tired. i need to take a few weeks off for self-reflection kali and what i have achieved in the last 10 months that ive been back. So yeah anyway, but i am taking orders for Thursday 20th! Pleaseeeee text in your orders now cause slots are running out!!! You know the drill kan? txt 8950000 🙂

skalinya.. i woke up at about 7 kali today. no idea why ive been waking up early..but ive been in bed ever since. im just indulging in this life of a slacker. siok!!!!! huhuhu now if only my car was fixed i could use this time to be more productive!! actually..no. i love being driven around. i dont know why i really wanted my license in this first place..awal ani mcm..nda jua beguna. what i really wanted when i was 18 was a driver that i could call my own! lol.

ok bored.
bye.

Ramdon. ramdon. ramdon.

This goes out to BJ’s mom as well as all the uncles and aunties who has been following this blog for as long as i can remember. lol. yes. apparently this page has readers between the 30 something and 50 something age gap. Haha some even commented that it was because i joke like my dad.although i dont like to think so. huhu. but yeah my dad does say the darnest things at times..like the other day..

bapa: awu mahal2 provider telipun di brunei atu
daughter: awu pa ah
bapa: awu lets set up a company.
daughter: company apa
bapa: company telipun bah..tani bagi semua service free..
daughter: skali?
bapa: *with a serious face* skali operator nya.. semua ckp TUTONG. *sambung makan*

kan? random??

kiss me.

Monday monday, i can’t wait till Monday.

Alhamdulillah. today was one of the blessed days ever. God works in miraculous ways kan? just hope i’ll nail down this one. 🙂 until ‘it’ happens, this is all im going to say for now… hehe.

anyway, happy birthday to my lovely Azah who turned 16 just a lil bit after midnight. I hope you’ll find happiness in whatever you do lai. wishing you the happiest of all happy birthdays!

in other news, im one tired girl. its almost 3 and i think i’ve been fighting my sleepy eyes after that big ambuyat dinner i had with mumkins at Aminah arif. extortion berabis ah that place? 44 bucks for an ambuyat meal for 3? u muz be freakin jokin. i don’t even have to spend that much on dimsum at emperous court. If only i could get my hands on the recipe for the cacah. Its funny how competitive advantage can be based on just CACAH ambuyat. that’s the wonderful thing about businesses. You don’t have to think very far to achieve something.. you just have to dig down deep inside you to find something special that distinguishes you from the others. and everyone’s special in their own way. not in the retarded-u-have-a-special-parking-permit sense..but yeah u know what i mean. hahaha. So yeah, why go out and copy others? go out and do your own thing saja bah..jantah ikut2.

i just realised i sounded a tad (what? a tad? a tad???) bitter in my last post. i apologize. i even contemplated deleting it cause i was scared that i was putting too much out there all at once. but maybe just for the next few days im allowed to be bitter and its probably okay for me to indulge in self pity..just for a while. just to get it out of my system. and i know eventually, i will bounce back and kick start my life again. i’m just thinking what’s going to happen after that. i know i can’t be in this state forever. need to make myself busy with other things..like my baby brownie business. huhuhu.

brownies anyone? i still have slots for Saturday! I’ve been wanting to come up with a new line up of Brownies but ntah ah i always find myself poor for time. ntah behapa saja ku. padahal inda jua bekeraja. yatah keraja ku hari2 bangun.. liat tv, bejalan. liat tv. bejalan. liat tv. ahhhhhhhh kali pasal hari raya atu kali jua sibuk? yeah..its probably that… ok dont mind me while i indulge in some mindless rambling…. huhuhu.

2009 is almost coming to an end. so far the last 10 months ive been spending my time doing nothing. Not that im complaining but this doing nothing thing can get a lil bit mundane. im just hoping 2010 would be a more productive year.. and pleaaase kalau buleh nada drama. i think ive had enuff drama to last me a life time. mana lagi cerita korea? drama astro ria? huhuhu. Mana lagi my 4 year old cousin kan menukar namanya kan jadi Shakira? lol. i found that soooo hilarious tadi.

me: kenapa u kan tukar nama?
four yer old cousin : mm..nama naqqiyyah panjang bah!!!
me: jadi what name u like?
four yerrr old cousin: shakiRRRRa!!!
me: but why? why not Syazwana?
four yerr old cousin: aiii atu pun lawa toh!!!
me: hehehe..apa lagi naqqiyyah suka?
four yerr old cousin: NOQQIO!!!

hahahaha buleh kah ya mau namanya jadi noqqio?? hahaha mcm sisqo. thong thong te thong thong thong.

eh ngaleh ku blogging sudah eh. karing ‘konteks len’ ku. time for me to sleepy sleepy

goodnight gay boys!!!!!!!! huhuhu

errr… ok..my dad just came in to the room..

??????

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ps; postS deleted. huhuhu. andangnya kali aku ani kalau marah skajap saja? ‘ape nak jadi lepas ni jadi lah… belureh jua ku 200 hits hari probably the highest number ive had since.. oh tak tau lah saya. ani hahaha members kamu ah busy body. jadinya yang membaca ani mua mua busy body saja tah ni?! hahaah mcm aku jua. can’t blame you. we humans love to feast on other people’s misery kan??? doo doo doo bee doo bee doo..

If only i had a brain by Manny Garcia (my current youtube crush!)

I could while away the hours
Conferrin with the flowers
Consultin with the rain
And my head Id be scratchin
While my thoughts were busy hatchin
If I only had a brain

Id unravel any riddle
For any individd-el
In trouble or in pain
With the thoughts Id be thinkin
I could be another lincoln
If I only had a brain

Oh, I could tell you why
The oceans near the shore
I could think of things I never thunk before
And then Id sit and think some more

I would not be just a nothin
My head all full of stuffin
My heart all full of pain
Perhaps I deserve you
And be even worthy erve you
If I only had
If I only had a brain

because sometimes you can’t help but feel hopeless kan?

kiss me.

Another dog day afternoon.

Planning on staying in today.. catch up with some sleep maybe download & watch this week’s episode of Gossip Girl. Or browse through Youtube for Indonesian songs circa 1999-2003. I used to update myself with indo songs all the time when i was younger. Dont know why i stopped. I think they’re music got a little too generic. At one point everyone was trying to be a Glenn Fredly and a Marcell and a Reza and An Andien that their music got a lil bit bland for my liking.

Guess what i found!

Glenn and Andien doing a cover of Tersiksa Lagi.. ai. memories nie eh lagu ani. hahaha. loving the sound of the keyboard. I wonder if its too late for me to take up piano lessons?? Is there a take home piano teacher kah? because my in-house piano sister/teacher left for the UK 2 weeks ago to do Law. I miss you Tharwana..and im almost there with ‘Destiny’. I just can’t sing & play at the same time. haha.

ok im just rambling now.

i want to be Andien when i grow up.

kiss me.

Melbourne & Sydney i miss.

Im just rummaging through old photos i have on facebook that i took during my time in oz (wonder) land.

Oh what i wouldn’t give to have brekkie consisting of Egg Florentine and a hot cup of latte at that little place on Degraves Street AFTER browsing through Victoria Market for this morning’s fresh produce..and then Sashimi for lunch at the busy fish market in Sydney.. then a short stop at Koko Black on Lygon Street for the best ice chocolate in the ice chocolate planet..a walk down Bondi Beach would be good too..maybe pick up some of those luscious fried mars bars on the way back to the city. And then back to Melbourne for a little bit of Thursday-late night shopping at Chadstone.The idea of flying back and forth from Melbourne to Sydney is oh so to die for..and ohhhhhhh soooooooo out of reach.


best way to get around melbourne..tramming! i miss tramming!!


Degraves Lane


THE egg florentine!


Melbourne’s unpredictable yet lovable weather.


The Sun almost Setting at Sydney’s Fish Market


A brisk walk down Bondi.


an icecream cone facing the bridge..

blah. im ssooo experiencing oz withdrawals. I hear Melbourne calling my name. Should i give in to temptation?? lol. i shouldnt have came back kan? shudve made it a point to get my PR and stay. My mind is in Brunei..but my heart is still in melbourne. Someone take me there!!!

kiss me.

It ended in May.

Currently updating my Tweetdeck anddddddd running aa software update for the computer…give it a few more seconds and my espeed will accelerate to zero. kalau ku kan mem-publish ani pun batah kan load ni.. uwek.

I was just looking at photos. i finally updated my Ilife, courtesy of Nazmi textile mall (sorry dude i can’t resist huhu!oh and lainkali bali lagi brownie banyak2) and now i got the latest version of iphoto running! the one i previously had sucked cos it wasn’t able to categorise photos according to the dates taken. Despite being a messy person by nature, i loveeee my photos neatly labeled and organized! haha.. having organized photos also means that t am now able to literally see what i’ve really been up to in the last 8 months that ive been back..dari ku turun kabal terabang. in a way, im also in the midst of updating myy Life while updating everything else on my macbook.. now. if only there was a mac upgrade that could fix Denial….doo doo doo bee doo..but thats another story. for another blog. huhu.

Selamat Hari raya by the way everyone, Maaf zahir & Batin. Been busy last few days. The parentals are sending tharwana off to UK tommorrow so we’ve been having an open house throughout the first three days of raya. The first two days weren’t as hectic but today we’re expecting sheer craziness around the house. he he he..buleh ku eskep ke matadoe kah ni?

anyway i tink i shud indulge in a few more minutes of sleep before braving the day. Selamat hari raya KETIGA everyone. ha! ha!

kiss me.