ok. so it turns out that there’s no problem with my espeed and what i have to do is get my computer supplier to configue the NAT on my router. ok thats it. ngaleh ku sudah. i’m so overrr downloading mp3s & movies over the internet, for now. ill just pretend that we’re still living in the world where ALL computers,laptops and gadgets only have 2GB worth of memory in them and the term “downloading” “mp3s” “mpegs” “avi” “muamu” never existed.

anyone knows how to configure NAT?
sebenarnya ngaleh sudah ku kan spend usin di komunis ani bah. 🙁

kiss me.

I like blogging in the morning because thats when all bull i call ideas comes to mind. I havent been doing anything much but eat eat eat and eat lately. Kel’s been complaining that she has gained weight. question:- SIAPA SUROH BALIK? there’s really nothing else to do apart from eat eat eat here in brunei. unless u want to see monkeys. ofcourse you have to take a boat to do that.

I should really start going to the tasek again, not that i’ll benefit from it due to the limited time left i have in brunei, but i can always tell people that i’ve started going JUNGLE TREKKING again. wahahaha. It sounds far better than, eh ke deli nutreesh ku.. eh makan duck ku..eh kan makan satay salim ku.. ehhhhhhhhhh kan makan ardam ku.. eh sampit bajuku. kalau kau bagitau urang kau jungle trekking semua orang melangoi inda pecaya mcm “wow. you excercise???” this could mean two things; 1. wow. sehat jua anak ani ah. bagus. 2. eh. banar kah inda ni? . It really depends on the intonation.. huhu.

*looks in the mirror*
eh..my hair is nice today

i just woke up ni sebenarnya. a little earlier than usual. its only 9. Kel came in and woke me up. She’s having her driving lessons with Mr Mani today. She got her license ages ago sebenarnya. but she didn’t get to practice her driving much pasal she had to go back to Melbourne. kesian. ani sibok tah ya practice sama bapanya .

boring ku. today. i am going to go back to deli nutreesh to have their rendang.

and then, im going to.. play imaginary squash with my food.

god.

kiss me.

Woke up a good half an hour ago. I’ve got Sumo-lah playing on the dvd player. BORING. good thing i didn’t catch it at the cinemas, would’ve been a waste of my 7 dollars. banar. Sumolah isn’t as funny compared to Afdlin’s other movies.I know alot of people would agree with me when i say it lacks luster, its cliched, its a complete waste of my 7 bucks (if i had caught it at the cinemas). this is because, i bought a CINEMA copy of the cd. U know how you can listen to the crowd in the cinema in these vcds? ah yatah tu and ONLY a few people laughed when they hit the one-liners. I had high expectations of the movie.. pasal ada si phuachukang. skalinya doi. boring. sebenarnya dari kemarin sudah ku meliat ni..skali inda teabis. ku sambong this morning.

eh. im supposed to be leaving for HRD. need to sort out my uni applications. uwaaaaaaaaa
nda terasa. kan balik!!!

kiss me

It’s evident that the closest people to you can be the ones who hurt you the most (and vice versa). You get shit being thrown at you once in a while but that’s just the way it goes. Hence i will choose not to sit, ponder and blog about what happened, and how what happened hurt me berabis.. simply because, shit happens.i’m just gonna have to get over it.- said the girl who claims to have the soul and mind of a korean gangster. but banar. these things are unavoidable. kan marah pun.. mcm inda guna..sometimes you just have to be diplomatic about certain things even if you dont get your way.

anyway. apart from a few mishaps my day was okay. Went to shikai for lunch AGAIN . I just can’t get enough of duck meat.

Squash is in my agenda tommorow. and maybe a little bit of swimming in the afternoon. maybe, if i can find someone who actually eats DUCK to go with me , DUCK again for dinner.

sebenarnya, im not in the mood to post. can you tell?

k then, i’m off to bed.

peas.

Why is my akon making funny noises? Nya si kel, AKON ka AIRCON ka? . Palui jua org atu memilih nama kan sama mcm penyejuk hawa dingin. But yeah. back to my aircon. it’s been making funny noises since i swished it off. I usually sleep without my aircon only leaving it on for 2-3 hours before i go to sleep and switch it off as soon as i feel like im dozing off. But lastnite, tegugur bawah katil tia remote ah. and i was so sleepy i couldn’t be bothered searching for it. takut ku ada org pigang tangan ku bawah katil ah (!?). scary shit. kenapa ya bising ani. bunyinya mcm org frust saja. krek krek krek. sama bunyinya mcm org yang bukan terpilih untuk masuk final bintang kecil. haha. mcm marah saja bunyinya.

Kalau ku berumah malas ku be aircon eh. high ‘maintain’ bah aircon ani. huhu kalau ku berumah, be kipas saja ku. sama CHIMNEY. ada kah be chimney di brunei muahahaha. i believe in santa clause kali ah. haha. Believe it or not, i just woke up. it’s so good to wake up to; NO WORK. hahahaha. its 9am , i slept in for 2 hours more than what i’m usually allowed to.

Tried calling Kamy to see if she wants to go to Fai’z with me but she didn’t pick up. Kel’s probably still SOL-ing (Snoring Out Loud) . BANGUN WAH KAMU ANI EH. Faiz’z will stop makin ROTI at ELEVEN. BANGUN WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. maybe i should ask azimah where she is? nah kamu. ani baru ya HOLIDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Holidayyyyyy celebrateeeeeee.. holidayyyyyyy celebrate… holidaaaaayyy, celebrateeeeeeee. (mesti ada ‘comma’ pasal lagunya banar banar there’s a pause in between holiday and celebrate.) holidayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy celebrateeee…

it’s a holi-holi-day!

huhuhu. Oh shit. aku balum buat visa ku. huhu. goodness!!

i should start writing down my ‘list of things to do before going back’.

which will probably consist of : MAKE AIRCON quiet.

*looks at the aircon in confusion*

be off jua sudah tu.

APA LAGI KAU MAU AH AIRCON?

kiss me.

apa lagi kau mau???

kiss m.e.

KELS BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!! My squash , makan , minum , ketawa , karaoke , makan lagi, minum lagi, makan, makan, makan, squash partner izzz back!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Molz won’t be coming back until the 24th. bozeng. Ren my KFC partner won’t be coming back untill the 27th. With my sisters and cousins back for the holidays, the house won’t feel as empty. Tapikan, the fact that they are all back also marks the ending to my holiday here in Brunei. I’ve only got 3 weeks left. Time flies, when you’re doing nothing.

sedih ku eh.

kiss me.

WHat’s up with my sudden popularity on Multiply? I’ve been getting 2 – 5 invites on my multiply A DAY. I know i’m not Paris and i’m still not, pasal i notice these people who are adding me up on to their lists are INDON. krg kana pikir ku INDON. Cali jua. It can’t be my music page that they are after since that page is up for the public to see. ntah. it’s just wierd being invited by all these people. i smell something fishy.

anyway, oh. if you guys have not heard about it yet…

BINTANG KECIL has been cancelled this week. which is pretty ‘dodge’ of them.. but its ok. i guess it gives more time for thes ekids to practice (like they need anymore practicing!). Mom sent me a text saying “Final Bintang Kecil Ditunda sehingga makluman kemudian” which translates to “Kami suka teh tarek kurang manis sama kami dodge brabz di dunia ani.”

heh.
eh saturday nite today ah?

huhuhu…
bah. behapa ni?

kiss me.

watch this and weep.

i almost peed in my pants. pelis eyn-joi!

Ariatu baik sudah palui nya. anak datang tia balik. heh.

Friday. I’m tired. was at rtb the whole afternoon and evening yesterday. Finally got to see them rehearse. Aziz is in for major competition handal2 kanak kanak ani menyanyi. there was this 8 year old girl who didnt sound like she was 8. And sorry. Itu Bintang kecil rupanya bukannya hari Saturday tapi hari Sunday.

SUNDAY.. AFTERNOON??
at 2?? i’m not sure. i’ll confirm with you all again la.

im bored. this holiday has been somewhat different from the others. I know that every holiday its alway different, but this one.. it has been very very very different. Or it could just be that i’ve been in brunei for too long that i’m getting sick of it. maybe. BUkannya sick apa. This holiday has been a real opener. Firstly, i realise how vital money and power can be and its repercussions. and when you think about it, it’s really sickening. ok la , I’d rather not continue, unlike some people *ROLLS EYES BERABIS* , “controversial” isn’t really my middle name. Basicly in short this holiday has tested my patience in so many ways. So, im just gonna have to block everything out by keeping myself busy by doing my own thing, in my own world, at my own pace – SIMS 2. awu jantah ku dicari. main SIMS 2 saja ku ni sampai ku balik. malas ku kan melayan palui urang.

Nothing planned for today. Maybe i should call azimah and ask her what she’s up to.Apart from Bushu, I havent been keeping in contact with my relatives since ive started work. Sibok inda jua. Ntah. I guess its back to how i hold on to my Sundays and Fridays like a box of fererro rocher kali. mcm.. usulnya banyak tapi .. skajap abis pasal nyaman. hahaha. Kel’s coming back on Sunday. I wonder if she got the text i sent her. I highly doubt it plang.

There’s a body combat thing going on at Tasek this afternoon. just incase ada ya kan pigi. I was told it was at four.. and its free. haha inda ku berani mengonfirm plang takut salah haha mcm date bintang kecil ah confident lagi tu

“SATURDAY NIGHT” “8PM”.

tapi inda papa. asal “confidence”. ahahahahaahahahaaha. I had a talk with Etty the other day pasal how we malays can be very WRONG when it comes to english. Mcm nya si etty nya, ada org,

“Eh, inda ku suka bah tampat cafe atu..inda comfort”

wahahahahahahahaahahaha. what they meant to say wah:

inda ku suka tampat atu, inda comfortable. hahahaha.

well. in my point of view kan. inda plang papa mun broken. asal CONFIDENCE. hahhahaha.

I was listening to the radio a few days ago, and the topic of conservation was about this caller’s problem bah. Ya ani basicly in love with ya punya bestfriend tapi she didn’t know how to say it to him. *bliak*. cliche. hahaha. skali ada tia bini bini ani nelipun.. hahahahahahaha..pacah ku. ya membagi advice bah..

skajap ah. i’ll try to re-enact the whole thing.

“Alau? Ah DJ, simple tu bah problem nya atu bah.. mcm.. rights now sheys in problems. ok ah dj ah. from my bew.. dats girl is in two rows. one row said, if she tell she get bestfriend second row, if she tell she might not get bestfriend and bestfriend will leave her.. ITS MEAN kan.. its up to her.. if she wants to tell she tells.. DATS MEAN.. if she scared DJ, den, jadi kawan saja lah! Of she want to tells, dont face to face.. ask her to gives him CD kah.. chocolate kah.. surat kah.. u know, don tell face to face ih. or give him teddy bear kah.. eh DJ, is she muslim?”

dj: yes i think she is.

“OHHHHH THEN THAT ONE..like dis saja ask her to banyak banyak sembahyang hajat…, bedoa…”

WAHAHAHAAHAHAAHAHAAHA. baru ya CONFIDENCE membari advice. hahahaahaha. pacah ku lam kerita ah. sikit lagi teplicok keritaku.

you get all these different characters calling in to the radio stations here. dedication durang pun mcm anu… cali cali..mcm.. i was listening one afternoon, skali ada this caller who sounds soo malaay going:-

“I would like to make dedication for all the FILIPINO LISTENERS, and to my aunty.. “Rosa de..err..inset filipino name” ..and to Kristal kids idol WINNER “something Valencia” and.. to all the people of phillipines who celebrated their independence day two days ago.

i was cringing so bad. i had to switch the radio off.

muahahahaha. ada ada saja ju eh.

anyways. mandi dulu.

kiss me.

Kurus ku sudah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just kidding. hahahaha. craving for duck rice. i read somewhere in BIG yesterday that there’s a restaurant somewhere in Batu besurat that specializes in duck rice. siasapun eh. At the same time, i’m also craving for my mango chicken rice from happy dean.. siasapun lagi. Pagi pagi ani, the only that comes to mind is fooooooooooooooooooood. I can’t wait till 10am to go down to the canteen to indulge in a basket of tumpi with their delicious beef curry. yes. you can say that i’ve adapted well to do working environment. its shocking!!

Skipping work this afternoon to bring Aziz to the Bintang Kecil Rehearsals. the BIG day is this coming saturday people.. No tickets are being sold so come early to book your seats. Due to work and the limited number of times that these kids are allowed to rehearse ,i have not the slightest clue as to what kind of competition aziz will be facing. Although, according to Babu all the kids this time around have amazing voices. we shall see now shall we?

This Saturday 16th of June 7pm Onwards
Dewan Raya RTB , Bandar Seri Begawan, Dapan pulis.

Aziz will be singing a song sang by (sing song sang) Fauziah Latif during her post SKII days. He initially chose Jamal Abdillah’s Penghujung Rindu tapi inda kana suruh uleh the officials pasal atu pasal “cinta” (bliak. boring jua eh. bliak bliak) so yeah he’ll be singing Fauziah Latif’s – Sebutir Pasir. Yes it’s a girl’s song and no my brother is not a girl. huhu.

another $moneymon$$$ter po$$$$t

mahal jua eh simpur ani.

kiss me.