Nya special advisor ku aka laki ku nya, at least the snake is not in the grass anymore, it’s out in the open. and he’s (always) right. another sharp learning curve. well. not really. I figured it out many moons ago, but I guess I didn’t care enough to cut things off and also decided that they didn’t matter enough for me to call them out. but at the same time, I kept husnuzoning. mcm u friend zone bah.. tapi ni ku husnu-zoned. haha. I guess the two things can exist at the same time kan? mcm aku tau org atu sudah nada good intentions, tapi ku biarkan saja tapi at the same time I really hope I was wrong. but also like my husband, I’m also always right. even more than him.

right now i’m just concerned about a smear campaign. but that’s not for me to handle. I cannot control org lain punya actions. I cannot control what other people choose to say, how they choose to tell their stories or what version of me they choose to present to the world. I can only control my own actions.

And for now, I’m choosing silence, distance and myself. not everything needs a rebuttal. I’m letting god take care of it.

thank you.