10 in the morning.. *yawn*. skipping squash for the 100th time this week. Kudnt get up this morning..my eyes felt like they were glued together. Im not sure whether i shud go back to sleep or go mandi after this.. the only reason why i woke up was because Aniq was going in and out of the room dumping things in to my brother’s suitcase – to the point of annoying. sigh. *yawn*.

Saw Bon three times yesterday. Morning Noon Night ani kan? baru namanya cinta. haha. I guess its making up for all the times that im not going to see her sampaiiiii nu year. She came with me to Huaida’s nikah by the way. Again, congragulations babe. aku pun tarus tesliur kan mau nikah jua. hahaha. Witnessed Dah’s nikah from this room that looks out in to the ceremony. All the girls around me were trying their best not to break down in to makeup smudged tears though to no avail hahahaha nyaman ketawa ku meliat sorang2 menarik tissue dari handbag. INDUSTAN kali ah dalam ah. i had to tell myself over and over that my eyeliner wasn’t water proof to stop me from crying. hahaha. never actually went to experience Nikah btw. I wasn’t pretending that i didnt know anything about these kawin processions.. the thing is I REALLY DIDNT KNOW. i know the basics of Nikah pulang..and sanding but other den that sorry naik lorry lah im just clueless. ..pasal FAMILY kami alum ada yang kawin bah.. MENUNGGU aku bah durang anie ah tunggu ku kawin karanggggggg.. aku nguruskan anak urang kawin pulang. nah kau.

oh. and i heard they mentioned my name a couple of times over drinks last nite. i wonder what everrr..for.. ah.. hmmmmmmm……

Me and bon realised that everyone is getting married these days. and each year the people who are getting married are the ones closer to our age. as in..i quote bon “Yang kawin ani nada lagi ada “kaka” or “abang” punya status!”. Its true, lately semua yang kawin ani are the ones we call on first name basis..for example “Dah!” just thinking of it can be very very unnerving. mcm wow.. i have to get married in 3 years time.. i have to find a GUY NOW. i have to…WOW. im not 16 anymore-that kind of thing. for some people lah 😛 otherwise im just taking it easy.. (aiseyyyyyyy!,thats what im saying now … come back when im 25-and-not-married yet..see what i wud say then hahaha confirm dangan background music SEDIH ku becerita tue…kwang kwang kwang..

leaving tonite. havent packed. mcm malas ku kan belarai ani. at the same time its kind of good jua that im getting out of brunei. u can’t have too much of a good thing jua kan? the trip to dubai will balance everything out. will be coming back just in time for Dah’s sanding.. not sure what im doing Nuyears. i kud be at three places.
1. Empire. with the lot.
2. At home. belting out the lyrics to KEHEBATAN CINTA on the karaoke with my family.
3. My room..count down sendiri sendiri. skali tidur. exactly what i did on nu years 2002. ah. depressing.

anyway, meeting up with Julian for lunch.

but i dont feel like lunch. *pouts*

bah kamu. doubt ill be posting for awhile.
so ill probably see you all in the nu years.

i wish you all a Merry kerismassssssssssssssssssssssssssssss and a happyyy nu year~~ WITH LOVE <--(with love ni ah..jan main main!) kiss me.

Listening to : Gaelle – Give it Back..

crazyyy lyrics. “Give it back, You’ve HIJACKED MY MIND an so..” HIJACK tu yo. hahaha jangan main main!!

Just got back from Chills. had breakfast that consisted of COKE with lots and lots of ICE with Bonita and Mimi. Bon maintained her cheerful mood from lastnite i hope she’s not gonna go low batt..before Dah’s Nikah this afternoon. kalau inda im in big trouble haha. Nawa’s family was here over the week explains why ive not been returning anyone’s calls or texts in the last 3 days. ive just been so busy taking them around Brunei. Spent most of my time taking the mom back and forth Khazanah and first metro. haha Kain is apparently cheap here in Brunei. Now that they’ve all left .. i feel mcm.. sunyi lah. Her family is oh so very the lovable. The week was filled with non-stop laughter. Havent been getting proper sleep..tried catching up with some sleep whilst watching Kingkong with them yesterday afternoon..but i kept on jerking in my sleep tekajut pasal banyak bunyi dinosour sama kingkong. I found the movie annoyingly NOISY lah! hahaha. mcm inda nyaman tidur ku..tekajut tekajut kan? hahaha. Can’t believe they’ve left sudah.. *sigh* . Got an invitation from the brother to spend nu years eve over in KL..( ciye, im in the VIP list now ah? haaha 2805 KL version? sounds good.) but im highly doubtful that i can go. im leaving for dubai sooner den i think.. ive lost touch with what’s been happening around the house. Mom told me 2 weeks ago that we were leaving on saturday the 24th. but Nawa asked my mum over dinner and she was told that we were ONLY leaving on monday the 26th. Ashraf texted me this morning asking me WHY im leaving on MONDAY when everyone’s leaving on SATURDAY.. so im like what????? bila kan ku belayar anie??? haha. it wasn;t until i saw my maid mounting my brother’s baju in a suitcase that i realised that we are leaving tommorow. haha busy banar. Dubai. something to look forward to. Dad’s in uk now so he’ll be joining us there on Sunday. it shud be good lah.. hehe.

oh god.
blank blank blank.

later lagi lah. gonna go get ready for dah’s Nikah. heheheheeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kiss me.

sorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrryyy!
for not posting. huhu. been busy in the last few days. long story.

saw kingkong at the empire in the afternoon. had a power nap in the middle of the movie..that was one hell of a LONG movie man. GILA kali. it was good lah. some of it lah. not all. huhuhu. but the company was faaaantastic.

its been a long day for kingkong.
its been a long day for me.
now i need coffee and Bonita.

feels like ive been out of town lah.
hahaha.

kiss me.

PS: I MISS SQUASH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *note to self: make it a point to try and squish squash this weekend. blah.

TAG REPLIES:-

D, i know i was supposed to take u out for squash today, butme was busy!! see u soon k.
Dah, leaving for dubai on Monday. huhu. definitely will be here for ure prak prak boom boom.

with faiz over the phone. Dah berakal banar adimu ani. ya nelipun and ive been on hold for almost 3 minutes now. thank god he’s paying for the call. hahahahaha. mati ku eh. pakar saja ku baik. huhuhu.

***
okay. “girl talk” done and over with. hahaha.

i miss HIS posts. They’re always short pulang but they never fail to entertain. (what im really trying to say is “Naz i want TEH TAREK!”.)

currently talking to Naz and Alai online. playing a round of poker on yahoo pun whilst typing all this out. damn im good at multi-tasking. haha I caught up with Ghah and Zari tadi at funbread in d afternoon got to talking about how GUYS are awfully SHIT at multi-tasking. haha. men who can multitask are a rare occurance lah.. most of them are made up of chefs..tell me how often do u find hot/single/sexy/akusukaberabis/yangmamapunsukaberabis/ male chefs in Brunei? kan. haha. Kan?. anyway it was a good catching up session lah..what we were rambling on and on about all afternoon was a warm up for the next meeting i had with Alai tadi, in the evening, at taurean. Which was good too. huhu.

I notice kan..i can only have analytical conversations such as “why more & more women are running after rich married men?” with a handful of my girlfriends. ok lah maybe its more towards obsessing-about-anything-and-everything but its different in a sense that it doesnt revolve around pedicures to what-baju-ure-gona-pakai-tommorow-to-siram-bunga-dirumah..to ” ‘does ‘my pink eyeshadow matches the colours of Sugar and Spice punya walls?” ! numsayin?

and here is the LIST of girls i can have FUN analytical conversations with:-
Bonita
Mimi
Ghah
Alai
Nawa
Nadz
Nah

KAN NOT MANY!!! 🙂

*happy happy joy joy*
heheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. you’ll find out why soon 😛

anyway gonna go teach naz play poker now. oh ive discovered POKER on yahoo. hahah fun fun fun.
hahaha
kiss me.

Sas featuring Blue nail polish..Microphones , back up singers, drummer and a handsome guitarist . what i need now is a rock star boyfriend. any takers?

hahahaha.

Song of the day :- Ren Tobing & Shelomita – Indahnya Sepi.

Indahnya Sepi
Ketika mentari tinggi
Sendiri ini terjadi
Seperti biasa

Seperti
Yang lalu kala perdana
Sendiri untuk melangkah
Diantara rayu berpadu

Chorus :
Tak peduli rupa
Wajah sayu tebal sudah rasa
Biarlah terjadi kini

Kukan terus sendiri
Walau berat nian terasa
Ku tetap mandiri

Sepiku
Indahnya sepi
Bilakah tiba masanya
Diri ini pasti bersanding

hey. look on the bright side 🙂

kiss me.

Been downloading songs off irc the entire day..

Cindy feat Glenn – Rintangan :- Currently listed under top 10 on the Tembang Charts. All these AF1 // Af2 winners are coming up h their own albums and Cindy’s one of them. The song is alright..nothing WOW about it. Sweet Sultry vocals by Cindy.. usual OOooOo & Eeee OoooEee notes by Glenn. its true. anything with glenn in it can’t be all that bad kan? giving it a 7/10.

Mike – Besar :- Idol runner up? i was told. Apart from his rendition of Cintakan Membawa Kembali this is the only song i like from his Album. His Album was really biasa saja..from the comments that ive read on tembang people had expected more from him. sayang eh. Tapi its always like that with Indo artists. I notice jarang kan lawa album durang..i think the only albums that i enjoy listenting so far (back to back) are the ones by Marcelll, Glenn , Reza , Dygta and recently Kerispatih. I think out of these 5 .. Glenn’s the only one who has been consistent. I guess if ure in to shaky vocals like Mike’s.. you’d enjoy listening to his album lah.. with me the shaki-ness just gets annoying after awhile..huhu. its the kind of album u have to listen balik2 to appreciate. but i guess he’s OKAY lah for a newcommer. huhu. I give this song 6/10.

Tangga – Ajariku Rahasiamu :- Still doesn’t beat “Terbaik Untukmu” . Never been a huge fan of them. blah. I find them a tad overplayed and sooooo overrated. 3/10.

Ressa Harlembang – Masihkah Adakah Cinta :- knocked off the tembang charts this month. Ripped off his new album Ressa 2005. currently the only song i have from the new album. “Ratu Hatiku” still rocks on my list lah. Again nothing wow about it. Have yet to listen to his whole album. 3/10.

Glenn Fredly – Pada Satu Cinta :- Another Mellow number. By the looks of the ‘searches’ i found on irc tadi.. Glenn has a new album out.. but as a Soundtrack from “Silver Cinta”..im guessing from the titles of the songs in the soundtrack its another romen romen indon movie lah. Havent dengar the rest of the songs yet..but it looks promising. 6/10.

Kerispatih – Kejujuran Hati, Cinta Putih .. SEMUA. :- My new dygta. loving their album at the moment. 6/10 for Kejujuran Hati..(which im beginning to love) Cinta Putih (blogged about this song before kali.) :- 6/10.

kan. havent found anything that i really really really like.
hope you all find this helpful lah. i was just jobless with nothing to do at 2:30 am.

kiss me.

Playing : Ruffedge – Sehari Dalam Sejarah 😉

BANG. MIZAN. KAN MAIN TUNIT KU.

boring eh. Im home at 10.30 on a thurs nite.

DQ DQ DQ DQ DQ . went laun laun alaun town with molly and kellyyyyy..its good to get out of the house. exsp malam. kalau kami stay kan. confirm bah makan saja keraja. huhu. ah. skalinya aku kan main tunit.

met up with ede at farmbasket in the afternoon (livie 😛 ) huhuhu.

and thats just about it.

no plans for tommorow.

pantai maybe???? or mackers for the strawberry sundae? extra stoberi???????????????? damn pms cravings.

kiss me.

I LOST MY DIGICAM PUNYA CHARGER. I AM CUAI SKALI IN THIS WHOLE UNIVERSE.

DEE: KAU BALIK KAH BREAK ANI???

you know Kel’s PMSING when she starts going:-

*driving home from squash*
Kel:- *points to the car infront of us*
Kel:-“Ti. ko tau.. aku sasak nie. sasak ku nie. aku inda suka lagi meliat kerita beetle beetle ani dijalan..kalau ku nampak.. rasaku kan….urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!”
me: *waits a while*
Kel: rasa kan ku guyang guyang kerita atu..pacahkan ceraminnyaa..buang kerita atu jauh jauh..rasa ku kan INJAK INJAKKKKKKKK.
me: that’s not even a BEETLE.
kel: ya kan? beetle jua tu?
me: INda lah.
Kel: inda kira. pokoknya catu lah. rasa kan ku injak injakkkkkkk..

yang dibawanya ani orang datang bulan jua.. so naturally.. i went..

me: awu. aku pun. membari sasak ah. mcm rasa ko kan guncang2 kepala drivernya atu.
Kel:- awu. kan?? eh. dimalam babu ada buat toblerone cheesecake.
me: ai ya wah? kau sudah cuba?
kel:- alum.
me: ai.. wow..
kel:- *inda jadi kusut*
me:- *takan minyak*

mum’s toblerone cheesecake. the best cheesecake ive ever tasted in this whole wide world.

any way world, meet world’s tayardest tired-est girl.

gonna go freshen up. meeting up ede at farmbasket.

tapi mcm malas jua ku kan?

bleugh.
and HELL yeah Rano. I CAN PLAY TUNIT NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. thanks to Bonbon and Mizuuu. took me a while lah to understand the whole making houses ,placing down your cards and “Lawan” concept..its even harder when you’re mind just wasn’t there kan? haha. but yeah i finally got it lah. and I LOVE it. hahaha. jan saja kajut rano if i call u guys one of these days kecarian Tunit. mcm lupa kan balik bah dimalam ah. haha.

Bonita, you have a safe trip darls. will missy wissy you much. lovey dovey you lots. see you soon. *aku nangis nie* .

MIMI; ANTAH KAWU. MANA KAU DIMALAM?? AKU MARAH NIE. hehe. kidding babes. ill see you soon lah ah. mwa. hearting you many many ni ye beybi beybi?

kiss me.

Ps: i want to watch king kong.

ADDED:-

Congragulations Ridha for graduating in the Bachelor of Arhictecture. WITH FIRST CLASS HONOURS. SO PROUD OF YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU BABE. SIX years of HELL has finally paid off!! aku sebagai kawanmu amat berBANGGAAA !! huhUHuhu!!! you truelyy deserve it. YOU TAKE CARE dolling!! hope to see you soon..sniff sniff. (next time i want to build masjid i calling2 you kay?)

why are people advertising on my site? no. why are people advertising SEX sites on my site? exsp on the tagboard.. ive been deleting “tags” linking to porn almost every day now. sigh. have some decency lah at least. i think i might have to take off the tagboard for awhile lah..

*goes through wordpress comments*

shit. they’ve moved to advertising arah the comments thing lah. wasdafaks banar. ISOK KU MEMBUATKAN BILLBOARD UNTUK KAMU AH(mcm tah paham jua). TOMMOROW I MAKE BILLBOARD FOR YOU (nah! i make u understand).

was woken up by a phone call. Thanks Yuy. can’t go back to sleep now. Was half asleep when i heard him going..”tidur sudah kah?” “sini sajuk bah!!” “gilaaa kali!!” “macam ais rasanya..” i think i might’ve even fallen back to sleep in between “sini sajuk bah!” and “gila kali” and i think all i said to him was.. “kau tau pukul berapa kah di negeri kami ani??? tidur ku nie.. go have a hot drink or something”..skali i think he went something like.. “eee. boss kami jahat bah..bla bla bla bla”.. and i went “mm..tampar tia boss u atu..” nah opps. PMS sama PALAU jua sudah tu???? skali 2 minutes later tebangun tia. bleurgh. sorry yuy. i was just THAT palau. hope you have a good time working in scotland? aberdeen? jan jua mcm baru belayar ke negeri sajuk ani deh..nya nininya minum brandy banyak banyak 😛 haha ill claim my double take cd off you once you’re back kay? oh oh ya..er. and of course we’ll catch up for drinks too. hahahahaha. 😛

went to the the mall to catch Pontianak Harum Sundal Malam II . haha apa scent of the tuber rose? it was okay lah. but not as good as the first one. i found the movie quite draggy. so draggy kan nangis pun inda jadi. Takut make up luntur satu tu. 2. some of the scenes went on for too long..macam tawar tarus ati kan menangis cematu? but okay lah. to compensate for things i was with wonderful company 🙂

Squash tommorow morning. picking up my girl cham & renz. elush somehow inda jadi. inda jadi kah inda mau? pasal ya kaki bangku. kaki piano. kaki macam macam. i also dont know how im going to play tommorow with a heavy flow. they dont have those special-angular- that- shapes- to- your- body -whatever- you -call -it sanitary -pads here..exsp designed for sports la kunun. yues. everytime i get my period kan i sound like im having it for the first time. gila kali. ive had it for 8 years now..and i still can’t handle it very well. *another bleugh moment* . *yawn* oh. i got to thinking tadi ptg wa to where im going to play squash when i go back to melbourne next year. i surfed around a little bit. and surprisingly they have quite a number of squash courts in melbourne but only one in the CBD area which is at the Aquatic Centre kan. Happy sudah ku until i saw the prices. they’re hiiring at $22 an HOUR. and here i am complaining that di stadium atu mahal when its onlyyyyyy baru $6 an hour. mcm ani triple the price lagi tu. apa nya si dede? Ambok pun mati? hehe. awu si Georgeo Agung Henki Kurniawan pun inda sanggup tu. makan darah jua eh these people. jangan jangan harganya sebenarnya $2 yang lain ke TAX. ha ha ha. mun john howard atu cam robinhood mana saja. mun cani gayanya i can kiss my squash goodbye la once i go back sana.

its three. ish. i cant believe im rambling on and on and on at this ungodly hour kan?

i think i should make the habbit of putting my phone on silent ah when i go to sleep.

eck. chatting to hana.

HS57 says:
mana blackpool?

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Sas says:
di landan jua
HS57 says:
aahh.. ku unjar di map nada ah…
HS57 says:
hehe
Sas says:
di inglan bah di inglan
HS57 says:
awu.. iatah arah map anu di hengland inda betulis blackpook ah
Sas says:
di INGLEn kali/
Sas says:
cua kau cari map INGLEn
HS57 says:
hehe.. udah ku tayang2..
HS57 says:
juling ku
HS57 says:
heheh

kiss me.