ANOTHER DAY..WASTED.

ANOTHER DAY OF WHITNEY HOUSTON PLAYING.

ANOTHER DAY OF MOTHERING MY SIMS.

ANOTHER DAY OF WATCHING THE VIEW, SEX AND THE CITY and RERUNS OF AMERICA’S NEXT TOP MODEL ON FOX.

ANOTHER DAY OF TELLING MYSELF countlessly “ok. one more sex and the city episode and i’ll make my way down to the gym”

Didn’t wake up till 12 this morning.

Was sipping Coke and stuffing my face with fries in the living room and Kel started giving me this “eat-lah-some-more-basar-ko-karang-lagi!” look. Shit man From the whole-lot-of -nothing that ive been doing the last thing i need was large sized fries and coke from mcdonalds kan?.That look kel gave me did little to please and only added insult to injury.BOO KEL BOO. haha.

Thats it!Ive got to make it a point to GO OUT everyday. Even if its just to SPIT in the LONGKANG. Kel was telling me how i should just delete Sims2 off my computer. MAybe i should but im not quite ready to do that just yet..tunggu lah the next batch ani mati kali baru ku delete.

Jazz nite on thursday. Made plans to watch it with Nawa and my sisters. A few others i know are going too. Tickets selling for 16 bucks.So it better be worth it. huhuhu.

Classes run from 9am to Six pm tommorow. Lapas atu its the weekend all over again! Like it makes any difference pun. Im almost always never at school anyway. Im starting to take my days off for granted. bleh.

kamu aku kusut nie. Suffering from Squash withdrawals kali nie. Kusut berabis u guys dont understand 🙁 🙁 🙁 🙁 🙁 🙁 🙁 🙁 🙁 🙁 🙁 !! I just dont understand HOW i had so MUCH to do over the holidays (sampai inda cukup tidur) and now mcm? baru kan menalur??

Bon. March is coming to an end. Its been almost four weeks sudah since i left my darlings behind. awu mana kerasahan. and sooooooon ill be on my way home again.. shit. this only made me think of Exams.

going home is out of the question. at least for now lah. hahaha.

kiss me.

What i’m listening to at the moment

The band’s been around for awhile. A fusion of funk jazz , soul , disco and melodic sultry vocals. Lyrics to most of their songs are very uplifting pun.. great for another lazy day bumming around the house.

kiss me.

Another fruitless day here in Apartment 2211 , Security Guard name / New friend :- Gary, Location:- Somewhere in Melbourne.

Today i played sims, watched Cabaret for the umpteenth time, i have also finally finished reading the last pages of Marian Keyes’ novel.. anything that doesnt involve me walking,jogging,squashing,saving people’s lives heh you name it ive done it all. God. Ive been lazy as fuck. Im even getting white hair from all the Liza Minelli watching and it didn’t help when she appeared on today’s Ellen Degeneres show.

I should really join an activist group or something.. u know fill my time by protesting over something. Or better yet, get flown to cheap labor countries and work for Nike. Mmm.. den again..last time i checked they only employed children.So nevermind hehe more reason for me to join an activist group and protest against age discrimination. huhuh.

Its the 4th week of Uni. So im still taking it easy. It’s the 5th week that im worried about. You see, by the 5th week still-taking-it-easy won’t be the easiest thing to do. That’s when The Student’s Fight Against Due Dates begin. Just like Sumo vs Sumo..the opponent is of the same volume, mass and density.. equally posessing the same greatness in strength. It’ll bloody take up a zenith amount of endurance and tolerance to beat. “susah susah dulu..sanang sanang kemudian” nya urang melayu. Buleh kah aku ani menyama nyamakan sumo sama assignments? hahaha. tapi yah cematulah. But kan. i strangely find myself looking forward to it. huhu. tekana ku nada keraja atu kali.

I’m currently reading Chocolat by Joanne Harris which i half read back in highschool. Can’t really remember what it was about so im starting from the first chapter. There’s a movie on it pulang (starring Mr Dep yoh!). But i don’t want to watch it just yet.If the rest of the book is as boring as the first page then maybe ill start downloading. But so far. okay lah. huhuhu.

Lunching with Liyana and Izman tommorow. i think.

bah im gonna go re-fill my water botel and do whatever..

kiss me.

Shareee my lifeee take me for what i amm

cause ill neverrr change..

all my colours for you (whitney houston yo)

Take my loveeeeeeeeeeeeee ill never ask for too muchhhh

just all that u are and everything that you doo…

(here comes the good part)

i dont have to look very much further..

i dont wanna have to gooo where u dont followwww..

i wont hold it back again this passion inside..

can’t run from my self..there’s no where to hiiiiiiiiiiideeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee…..*drum rolls*

(it just gets better and better!)

SO DONT MAAAAAAAAAAAAKEEEEEE MEEE CLOSEEEE ONE MORE DOORRRRRRRRR

(caps ani kira aku nyanyi high note lah nie..tapi pacah plang suara..huhuhuhu)

I DONT WANNA HURTTTTTTTTTTTTT ANYMOREEEEEE

STAY IN MY ARMSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS IF YOU DARE

MUST I IMAGINE U THERE? (ciye be question mark)

dont walk away from me………………

I HAVE NOTHING. NIOTHING. NOooooooooooothingggggg..

if i dont have youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu…………………yoOOoU YoOoouuu…

hahahahaha.

Singing along to one of my all time favourites by whitney houston. gila yoh. baru ya lagu. how come they dont make songs like this anymore ah??? I was surfing on YOu tube the other day and made a search for “brunei” (as recommended by my fwen livie huhuhu) .I didn’t only come across my brother, Rahim’s videos (well surprise! surprise!) but also found a few of Whitney’s live performance in brunei back in 96. I was there but wayyy too young to appreciate her mind-blowing vocals. C’mon lah haha i was only TEN!!! hahaha. I saw the video of her performing this song and …hehe weeped. Her stage presence was fantastic. balik2 ku liat. sampai ku buta. huhuhuhu. If i could turn back time first thing i would do is to go back to the night of the concert and watch her sing brabis LIVE sampai ku buta jua. huhuhu.

*pasang lagu tadi..lagi sikali..*

It looks like its going to rain. The weather was really accomodating for the c’wealth games. Melbourne was like spring in autumn this past few weeks.. simply breath taking.Not too,Not too cold it was just nice. ani. c’wealth abis. bida tia balik. Mother nature inda kana bayar kali. huhuhu. I was somewhat disgusted by the closing ceremony last nite. All that money injected in to the project, and what did they ended up showing? aussies with pom poms. bloody hell..and pleaseee dont get me started on how they did a lame job at showing-off the multi-cultural side of Melbourne. apa tah tu? apa tah tu? apa tah tu?????

I can’t believe they extended day lights saving for the games. I wonder when they’re finally going to end it ah? The extra hour sleep everyday before school is much needed.

anyway. post later.

got so many things to do. so little time.

kiss me.

Hello..

Liyana and Aimi came by last nite to chill. Had a girl’s night in session with them and my sisters. The noise we made led me in to making new friends with the security guard. Bising bah dorang ani..sampai kana katok JAGA bah. Confirm kana file report nie.

Oh..his name was Gary by the way.

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i swear, i had so much to post about tadi.

i feel so sick..

Monday’s going to be hard to face.

kiss me.

ps: sorry for the short posts. the internet’s shitting me. its too slow.

OH. I saw Nicol David play in a mixed doubles match against Whales.

I never knew you can play doubles in squash.. he he..

but yeah I GOT TO MEET NICOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kiss me again.. hehe

Due to my excessive internet usage in the last couple of days my ISP provider decided to ruin my prison-break fun by reducing my internet speed by 90%. I am now running on a 56kb-modem-speed. If not, slower.

“You’ve reached the 20GIGABYTE Limit” they say. whatever.

No point arguing how I signed up for the Unlimited download connection cause they’ll only use the “20GB download policy” in their defense. Which i think, they plucked out of thin air .

“20 GB download policy” kunun. whatever.

Baiklah “MR 20GB DOWNLOAD POLICY 2006”.

Im gonna go calm my nerves now by fantasizing about burning my ISP provider brutally and painfully to the ground.

kiss me.

The Sun woke me up again today. Burning on my skin.The heat was unbearable that I just had to force myself to get out of bed. I should really think of replacing the blinds with curtains kan? Unfortunately to get that done i have then to pay EXTRA RENT ON TOP of the cost of getting the curtains installed! GILA GILA. Nauli’s still fast asleep and i don’t know how she does it. I don’t mind waking up to the sound of the trams from down below, or the church bells from the chapel across the street.. but this.. having to wake up to this EVERYDAY since i got back sucks to the core.

I miss my suburb life. I miss living in the suburbs. I miss waking up to the sound of the birds and the bees and the occassional possums running about on the roof (even if it’s in the middle of the night, i miss it.) Oh well. This is my life now. Not moving back in to the suburbs any time soon i think.

Picture taken Thursday, 11:30 AM Melbourne time. See what i mean?

I bought tickets to commonwealth squash. 11 o’clock tommorow morning women’s finals. Aus VS Aus. Nicole Davis didn’t make it to the semi finals. If this is the semi finals im going to lah. KALAU KU TAU YA MAIN MINGGU LAPAS.. PIGI KU minggu lapas membawa squash ball ku sama t-pex. huhu. “tolong Saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-in”. huhu .

hmm.. ok.. what now? i think i should go mandi. Im making it a point to GO OUT TODAY. Ive been playing out a Prison Break of my own since i got back. Gila men. Kalau inda skulah..di ruuuuuumah saja memanjang mcm kana puji saja.

oh. i downloaded “Everybody Hates Chris” last nite. A chris rock version of WOnder Years. huhuhu. Haven’t seen it yet. but ill tell you how it goes. huhuhu. see if its worth downloading or not.

kiss me

a pinch of Sas in:-

German

Spanish

French

Italian

Portuguese

Japanese

Korean (anyong..anyong sayo..anyong..)

Haha. I found someone translating my site in Chinese on my extreme tracker.Ah well.. one thing kinda led to another. I do not know how accurate these translations are as i do not read of the languages above without the aid of “subtitles”. But yeah. pretty cool shit kan?

I am abit dissapointed though.Turns out that I’m still “Syazwana” in German, SPanish, French, Italian, Portuguese, Japanese and Korean. I thought they’d at least have a different spelling for it. BOOOOOO.

kiss me.

I downloaded episode One and Two of Prison Break last nite. I got greedy and downloaded 10 more. Its 10.31pm and i’ve finished watching all of it. All except for episode 13, the season’s finale. I have no clue to why it won’t download on Bitcomet. I guess its my internet’s way of saying that i have had enough and i should therefore lay off the internet for a while. Syaz you download freak you. It’s a Good thing i have limewire.

Episode 13 – Man at the end of the tunnel downloading at 27kb/s and will be all set and ready to watch the moment i open up my eyes to a brand new Wednesday.

Season two of Prison Break premiered yesterday in the States. Ah. perfect. The timing couldn’t be better 🙂

I have a full day tommorow. Starting at 10am and only finisihing at Six in the evening. I think i kinda deserve it from all the bumming around i did the whole day. Gila men. My butt is numb from all that Scofield watching, downloading and what not.

oh. currently downloading Lost – the pilot pun..i’m soo soo behind when it comes to tv drama and series exsp the orang puteh ones. I gotta catch up with Desperate Housewives too. Tapi with Prison Break ani kan, i dont know how they will be able to pull the thing off as a series. What happens when they finally break free out of prison? Won’t the plot’s climax start to decline? heh..*scratches head* or maybe.. just maybe there won’t be a break out.. and by this season’s finale they would have the name changed to Prison break-time.. ha ha ha. it sounded so funny in my head ok?

k enuff of TV talk.

Anynomous, ure rite. i shudve gone “ya met, don be pa-loy..ip dat shop Coles hep ma-ngo..i don buy hear..lei mou kao cho!!!!!!”

I’m in the middle of reviewing Marcell’s new album titled – Denganmu. Im on the 8th track and it doesn’t look too promising. The music so far has been crap.. whatever happened to talent?????????? bleugh.

Friends here have been complaining about the thick Bruneian twang in my sentences. Both Nauli who is indonesian and Nawa a malaysian are finding it hard to understand me when i speak to them in malay. huhuhuhu. Can i help it if im bruneian? huhuhu.. lama bah ku di brunai atu..haha amah indon ku lagi cakap brunei.

speaking of Nauli, where is she anyway??

Kiss me.

As predicted Krispy kremes opening up in melbourne??? just another urban legend waiting to be told. palui. But yeah they will be opening up soon either “next year” (like they say last year) or in 3 months time. I sure hope its the latter.Armed with good marketing strategies and over-rated glazed donuts they’ll suceed in competing with other donut branches like ‘donut king’ and the other donut-selling-places-yang-berdekatan-dengan-anda! No doubt.

keep our hopes up like that y dont u? 10,000 free donuts for all, but no krispy kremes BRANCH JUST YET. pffft.

Dear Mr Krispy Kremes,

Seriously! where do you get off monstrously reeling our senses like that? two words: YOU SUCK

Sincerely,

The Pms & Donut Deprived

On a happier note.. I went down to Vic market to get myself mangoes yesterday. ALONE. Only one particular stall was selling them, at 5bucks each lagi tu.Tried bargaining for a cheaper price but the asian fucker told me off with what sounded like a fake australian accent; “Maaaaaaaayyyyyte, i am selling at the maaaaa-ket ..this is as cheeeeeeeeeep as it gets! faa-iv DOLLA smeeeel them they’re reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-li su-wwwwweeeit“. It was really my que to say; “So what if they’re not in season mate? EVERY PMS WOMAN DESERVES A FAIR CHANCE AT GETTING CHEAP MANGOES”. Instead,i gave in and went home with two.The vendor did lived up to his promises though. They were “reeeeeeeeli Su-weeeeeeeeeeit” but the price was enough to put me off mangoes for a while. I am also starting to think that im losing my bargaining skills. sigh. Oh how I miss MUFAKAT sama kadai kaling atas Bukit-inda-jauh-dari-rumah-kami.

Reminds me of the Wet Market/pasar in Gadong; “pssst..miss..miss.. psst..lai..lai..sekilo tiga ringgit! sekilo tiga ringgit!” *kalau kamu inda layan they try a different what i like to call marketing strategy; “assalamualaikum… kerang lai.. 3 ringgit sekilo?”

Old Man playing Jazz @ Vic Mark

Spent the rest of my sunday afternoon cleaning up my closet. I’ve accumulated lots and lots of junk during my six years here. By the end of my cleaning spree ive successfully thrown away two badly-cnditioned school bags , lots and lots of assignment work from my previous uni and wondered how i ended UP WITH A SHOE BOX FULL OF UN-USED BLUE TACK? hahaha. what in the world syaz. Throwing all that junk out left me feeling rejuvenated and what do u know? more storage space for all the junk there is to come. huhuhu.

Oh Amal went to this gourmet food festival over the wknd and brought us back cupcakes!

CHocolate icing, Strawberry icing (kah stoberi?) , Vanilla icing , Not so much on the icing, but banana flavoured? (hehe).but nevertheless, yummy. the very.

Oh look who came to visit? my pet fish LIYANA. huhu. the Pink one is obviously mine!!! 😛

Woke up at ten this morning to go to Uni. Watched Prison Break before my cat nap this afternoon. Baru ku start liat.and that dude is HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTT. Im hooked.

Alai: Aku mau Michael Schofield.

Alai: I wanna do sex with him.

Me: Aku sudah. i am a very proud woman. i can finally say that i lost my virginity..to him!

ALai: MUAMU. I have to mandi now. Dont dream of losing ure virginity to Wentworth coz im doing sex w him tonite.

Whatever Lai mau tia jua sama kedia hahaa, at least im not a prison break virgin anymore. At least im no longer oblivious to the prison break series that everyone including my BUSHU NAJWA has been raving about. But seriously, im hooked. is MINE. MINE. MINE. all MINE. and you KNOW IT LAI.

wow. long post for a loooong day. gonna go watch PB episode 2 now.

huhuhu.

kiss you.

kiss me.