It was sunny todaybut the strong winds kinda spoiled it for everyone. Aside the fact that i was walking SIDEWAYS the wholeday my finger tips kept on turning in to a dark shade of blue. i need gloves. If it wasn’t because of Nat i’d be feeling like shit the whole day. Nat gave me an advanced bday gift today.

A box of home made cookies and a card. yeaaa mann!! thats what i got from Nat!! she’s never given me cards before. and cookies. who knew nat made cookies! and i don’t care if its Betty Crocker Nat, im just grateful for the present 🙂 and i ate half of it in the train on the way home. ya very hungry girl. She even shaped it in to letters to spell out my name. Ill post a photo of it later. Thanks Nat for being so sweet i love you to beets.

anyway, ill add to this later. im just gonna go and chill out infront of the heater first. its like a fridge outside.

ok peas.

— Added

five minutes to 12.

just got back from a kfc dinner. a big kfc dinner. and im so full i cannot eat a horse anymore..maybe a baby horse. but not a horse. lol. a baby horse is a PONY la. what baby horse?? hahaha.

Anyway. So me and my sisters AND Din with the help of Kamy’s driving skills and her car drove down to the halal kfc to have chicken. we ate so much we cannot eat a horse anymore (jadinya balik balik). anyhows, after much nagging from Kel, i finally took the picture of the cookies Natalie gave me. Cause kel simply couldn’t wait to munch on the rest of the cookies… until she look like a horse. sasakkue. mcm EH HORSE? BDAY KU kah BDAY MU nie? hahahaha.

this was the first picture that i took.

i thought the “22” at the end made my name look very sleepy.

so i changed the position of the 2’s.

but i still hated the way it looked. so i makan the 2. oh i also thought the Z looked like a big 2 so i bit off the top bit. hahaha.

and hey. im two years old! huhuhu. *sings quietly* happy bday to me..happy bday to me.. happy bday to siti happy bday to me* this also marks the 7 years i havent been able to spend my bday in Brunei. sigh.

Nat, it was so sweet how you made SYAZ instead of “Siti”. But i really dont mind you calling me Siti. infact i love it. shows how close you are to me and my sisters. I’m still teary eyed. Just as i was typing this up, Molly and Kelz came out with a bday ‘vanilla slice’ with my picture on it. Thanks Kamy and Din for having kfc with us. thanks guys. to those who left msgs in advanced on my tag board and phone..

thank you so much for remembering 🙂

i’m 16 now. and i love it.

kiss me.

i love him.

AKU SUKA LAKI LAKI BE-SUGIN. hahahahahaha.

Hyun Bin : WOW HANDSOME!

Im back to watching K-drama on youtube these days. Currently watching Snow Queen. Starring Hyun Bin. He’s the dude from My Lovely Samsoon/ My Name is Kim Sam Soon and his dimples show when he smiles. He also acted in the movie “a millionaire’s first love” which also could be seen on youtube. huhuhuhu. oh hyun bin. be mine be mine be mine. eh lanji. hahahahaha.

Snow queen however isn’t as dramatic as Sorry I Love You, starring this other hottie So Ji Sub but its still worth watching.

So JI SUB. WOW. SO CUTE.

hahahahahaha and this is So Ji Sub as a gangster in Sorry i love you.

*wipes off drool*

kenapa aku inda kana lahirkan di korea??

Back to SNOW QUEEN. nah. i’ll give you a head start. This is Episode 1 Part 1. You can watch and find the rest on you tube.

kiss me.

its a little bit past one pm. and i just woke up. my msn lights are blinking..pablo’s saying something about a mouse and nat’s asking me if im free for 5 games of Solitaire Showdown. *yawn*. Im still too blur to play solitaire lah nat. Had a late night poker game last night with the girls. i won my self $1.30. We thought it’d be fun if every player were to pay 10 cents for a set of $5 chips. huhuhhu. and i won the whole pot. i won i won i won.

…but what can i do with $1.30??? kalau di brunei banyak lagi dapat ku bali.. MINYAK mengisi kerita pun dapat. sini. 1.30??? abok kali ganya. atu pun SATU ganya kali abok nya.

ehe..
no idea what i’m doing today.

eh i think i was supposed to stay in and do work.

liat cerita korea ka? buat kraja ka??

buaaat…liatceritakorea.

kiss me.

I have been very deligent in blogging. 3 posts! just yesterday! it seems like i’m back to having nothing to do over the weekends. kashyan? manyak kashyan. If you notice, im even posting up pictures again!!! awu. di brunei ganya ku selalu bejalan. disini memajak dirumah saja. all my close friends are GONE ok. The only ones left that i can depend on are either 1. taking their dogs to the vet on the weekends *coughnatcough* 2. not back from wherever they come from 3.cooped up at home with uni work.So life pretty much sucks around here. I attempted making new friends..but ntah ah. now thinking about it. i can’t really be bothered. I’d rather stay on a HI and BYE basis with some of the people i met at school. its a really painful process, making new friends. really. I’m at that point where i’m sticking to those i already trust.

anyway, i was browsing through the d: drive when i saw these set of pictures. i took them fewdays before i left brunei. Most of it are pictures of aziz goofing around in the pool. hah. i miss him the most. He just can’t stop talking and when the attention is not on him he sulks. JUST LIKE ME. wahahahahah. im probaby worse. but whatever. yang tua sama yang bungsu. i remember one afternoon i was at home.. and he went in to my room.

Ajis: ka boring ajis. behapa kaka.
me: ni main sims.
Ajis: ai liat?
me: bah.

2 minutes later
Ajis: ka boring ajis. ada kaka skipping rope kah?
me: ada. cua buka drawer atu. ada tu.
Ajis: Thanks ka.

I was on my computer playing sims, and he was skipping around the room. when it clicked to me that aziz usually have ugama in the afternoons.
Ajis: *skip* *skip* *skip* *skip* *skip*
me: eh jis, bukan ajis ugama kah!???????
Ajis: *skip* *skip* *skip* he couldn’t hear me cause the rope was making lots of noises as he was skipping.
me: JIS. AJIS INDA UGAMA KAH HARI ANI?
Ajis: *stops abruptly*
Ajis: lets out a tiny *cough*
Ajis: buat muka 20 sen..*talan air liur* (kira mcm sakit lihir lah tu).. awu. damam ajis.

TAPI MELUMPAT. hahahahaahahaahahaha.

Mim & Thar. Very commercial smiles.

Aziz is absolutely tanned.

under the boat.

syncronised swimming of some sort..

Entering the boat.

water got on the lenses creating a speckle of something.

wote wor rawi-ee.

Ajis. padding.

Ajis in the boat. i miss ajis.

kiss me.

Spent the evening at this lebanese place down at lygon. we were trying to re-ignite our sugar and spice days with Shisha (outside in the cold). Its funny how some orang putehs are still pretty “jakun” about these things. They pass by the restaurant all pointing at the hookah sitting on the tables outside going “oo, what’s that?”.

mcm..err..its a UFO? *points at the saucer that holds the charcoal*
its a smoke machine. for the belly dancer who’s about to come out anytime now.
err..its a WHISTLE?

banar. ada bininya ani menggamit lakinya .. *muka bida* “what are they doing?”… i was rolling my eyes the whole time ok. Apparently ada lagi this family with little children who happened to pass by one night, The son was asking the dad what these people were smoking and the dad replied :- they’re smoking hashish. dude, who in the right mind would do drugs on the streets of melbourne? with the apparatus and all?? org gila PUN INDA MAU.

it makes you think kadang kadang.. siapa lagi kampong? us..or these people?

Things were pretty quiet in the afternoon, but it kinda picked up towards the evening. thanks kamy and din for coming out with us.

kiss me.

So i tried my hand at whipping eggs, buying cream of tartar and making stawberry puree to make souffle today. Spent 21 bucks for the ingredients + a box of libra overnight pads. I dont understand why it all cost so much..both the ingredients for the souffle AND the pad. it’s abit ridiculous isn’t it? yes. very. that’s what i thought too.

Slice strawberries and blend to make puree.

Beat white eggs in to marshmallow-like consistency, fold strawberry puree in.

filled the mixture in to little cute pink ramekins and plopped it in to the oven

while in the oven…

out pops the souffle..

sprinkle with kokaina or icing sugar.

serve

it looks good rite??? SO YOU THINK. No idea why i bothered documenting it. Tasted like white eggs. It was disgusting. Its either i did something wrong in the process OR souffles’ are meant to taste eggy. bleugh.

I thought the consistency was a bit wrong so i plopped them in to the oven again. skalinya. doi. sama jua nya. yucks.

im done with baking.

forever.

does this mean kalau aku buat BINGKA ataupun BIRAKSA ataupun.. AGAR AGAR CINDOL pun inda jadi?????????

im just so glad ive got a box of sanitary pads (overnights please!) to fall back on. heh.

kiss me.

wargh. my scalp is dry. i hate winterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. *garu kepala*

need to mandi.
need to go safeway..no its coles now. u know what i noticed? safeway is cheaper compared to coles. but coles is the the closest. so i guess i’m paying extra for convinience?

making souffle.
making souffle.
making souffle.
making souffle.

mudahan tah kau jadi. kalau kau inda jadi. aku inda mau lagi bake forever. and ever.
Translation for Nat: muhantze tahtze kautze jaditze.

kiss me.

ngaleh ku. and im craving for strawberry souffles. of all things. buleh kah souffle. im currently contemplating whether i should make it.. the recipe uses egg whites from six eggs. macam sayang jua tu anam biji. and plus everyone knows that i can’t bake. It’ll be a waste if my souffle doesn’t rise up like it should or worse yet doesn’t rise up at all. my hands just arent made for baking.

classes only at six. and i have lots of time to kill. i refuse to go back to sleep infear that it’ll wake up in the middle of the day too tired to go to my classes, i dont get to go at all. so now. im left with two choices. either make this souffle orrrrrrr…….. *yawn* *looks at the bed* … inda inda..not going back to sleep.. orrr… *looks at the bed*….

or…

I’ve been getting abusive comments from a malaysian IP. traced to Malaysia’s, Mytelecom. hello? like get a job lah please. banyak lagi kan dibuat. mcm following ramlah ram around kah? sitinurhaliza kah? yusri kru kah? why must you leave nasty comments like that on my page. it’s really unnecessary. no taste jua eh. cawie.

anyways, i just woke up. i finally got to sleep in today. My classes only start at 6. 6pm. awu. mcm class memasak saja malam malam? huhuhu ataupun, mcm kan membuka garai? huhuhu. but yeah, i purposely chose night classes as i focus better at night. kalau class patang2 atu kan tetidur saja rasaku. huhuhu.

err..
krg tah lagi. kan shishi dulu.

I just made myself a cup of Heaven. it said Heaven on the tin. and its delicious chocolate. so much for ‘oh i have to lose weight’. just woke up from my 2 hour nap. its half past nine and im ready for a shower. kel just walked out of the door for a jog downstairs at the gym. another reminder for me to lose weight. Finally had that haircut that ive been putting off for so long now. despite what i said in my previous post, i decided that i was too chicken to have my haircut elsewhere but Synergy and because of this, i still have the same haircut that ive had for years and because of this, i cant really be bothered putting pictures up, and because of this…..and because of this…. ehehe.

oh lovely hot chocolate.

ive finally got the pictures that i’ve been waiting for from inta. I was on transit in singapore before coming back to Melbourne and i decided to meet up with one of my ex boarding school mates. I also asked Clare if she wanted to meet up. So we did. Singapore was on sale, but i wasn’t really intrested in buying anything as most of the shops we have in Melbourne.Macam Its the same,wherever you go its the same. This is what capatalism does to a country. You can find zara, topshop, mango almost every where u go now..(cept Brunei). Due to this, i decided to just chill out with the girls. So a day at Oosh it was. and oh i love!

The outdoor restaurant/bar concept was something ive never seen before. t’was beautiful. we chilled out in of the charming ‘cubicles’ made from bamboo (not entirely) that were available through out the place. the weather was really accomodating too.

Inta observing the menu just before we were chucked out in to one of the many cubicles for not having mains. The place was over booked as it was a weekend. A mistake on our part for crashing.

Clare bear

Intsy, Syazy, Clare-y.

The food however, wasn’t really all that. try sipping on an $9 glass of Grapefruit juice. and snacking on an ill portion of chicken wings going for $13 a plate. 9 bucks i kid u not. and that was PURE GRAPEFRUIT juice. imagine if there was a spritz of lets say.. what do u mix with juices? hmm.. ok. cough syrup (hahaha). maybe i’d understand why it costs THAT much. GRAPEFRUIT JUICE PALING OVER YANG PERNAH KU MINUM TU... but i guess you were really paying for the ambience. You shoudlve seen the look on Clare’s face when she was presented with her mudcake. I quote:- “the hell? are they feeding models?”. true. BAIK JANGAN MAKAN. huhuhuhuhuhu. But i had a good time like i always do when im surrounded by great company.

the offending grapefruit juice ………..and plate.

us outside hermes, not stopping to buy anything. *rolls eyes*

anyways, im off. imma go refill my water bottle and check out whats on tv.

kiss me.