Selalu saja kau dapat membuatku,
maafkan salahmu..
Dan kini kau ulangi salahmu yang
itu itu saja..

Kecewaku dibuatmu,
terluka karna sifatmu..
dan kini ku tak mampu bertahan lagi..

Kuakui dirimu pernah berarti.. dan memang
hidupku hampa tanpa mu namun
lebih baik ku sendiri..

simpan saja rasa dihatimu,
sudah lupakan hasratku tak lagi
untuk saling..bercinta
sudah sampai disini…

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follow me through this msn conversation..

Mister Nixx says:
oiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii apa surprisemu?!?!?!?

Mister Nixx just sent you a Nudge!

I think, therefore, SYAZWANA! says:
hehehe
Mister Nixx says:
APA!!!
I think, therefore, SYAZWANA! says:
adaleee
I think, therefore, SYAZWANA! says:
huhuhuhuhu
Mister Nixx says:
baru ku balik lunch ni
I think, therefore, SYAZWANA! says:
na ku mau gtau eh
Mister Nixx says:
bayie!!!!
Mister Nixx says:
apa?!?!?!?!?
Mister Nixx says:
pasal apa?!?!?!
I think, therefore, SYAZWANA! says:
nada aku kana pilih belakon cerita korea
I think, therefore, SYAZWANA! says:
small part.
Mister Nixx says:
apih banar wah?!?!?
Mister Nixx says:
go take it!!!
I think, therefore, SYAZWANA! says:
awuu! yatah instead of going home in June..
I think, therefore, SYAZWANA! says:
aku kesana
Mister Nixx says:
bah go!!!!
I think, therefore, SYAZWANA! says:
yatahkan
Mister Nixx says:
wat drama?
I think, therefore, SYAZWANA! says:
antah this new episode. ada auditions ariatu tu play a malaysian girl
Mister Nixx says:
shit man!! aku meliat tu kalau ko mahu
Mister Nixx says:
ange cakap hi
I think, therefore, SYAZWANA! says:
skali i went for it.. and i got it.
Mister Nixx says:
SHIT!!! coooolll!!!!
Mister Nixx says:
congrats congrat congrats
I think, therefore, SYAZWANA! says:
thanks
I think, therefore, SYAZWANA! says:
hahahahahahahahaha
I think, therefore, SYAZWANA! says:
tapi eksen ku
I think, therefore, SYAZWANA! says:
hahahahahahahahahaha
Mister Nixx says:
BAYIEEEEEEEB PUKIMA!!!
Mister Nixx says:
kami dua pecaya sudah!!!

hahahahahahahahaha..*LOL* buleh caya .. adakah cerita korea.. LOL.

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I literally just got up a good 3 seconds ago. heek heek. ngaleh wah belajar ani (meliat cerita korea on you tube sampai kul ampat pagi) stress ku mikirkan exam anie..(bila usin masuk anie kan? stress ku bah.the whole of melbourne is on sale!) and this blouse that i really want from Cue is on sale too.

Guys! i have found the top of my dreams!!! 3 weeks ago when i tried it on it was selling for $179 ..so i thought okay..fuck. if only i didnt have to get myself a new pair of jeans i would’ve gone for the blouse. It comes ina gorgeous gorgeous creamish sorta pink colour.. and really fits me well wah. exsp on the top. where i’m having trouble the most. this top actually makes me hoohoos look small (talk about an instant Dr90210 procedure)So anyway, okay i kudnt get it.. nevermind lah i’ll sleep on it and will see how i feel in a week’s time. Skaliiii NOW Cue’s having a SALE.. i went inside..and the price of the blouse has been slashed to $129 . FUCK MAN now im thinking, 129 i couldve afford.. but..fuck i spent my money on something else already..(still trying to figure out what..stupid ebay) … so now im contemplating on the idea of calling my mom up and ask her if kud get an advanced bday MONEY present from her…

antah ah with me, im willing to splurge on tops.. pasal its so hard to get nice cheap tops that actually fits me. ah.. downsides of being a plus sized girl kan? haha. Ani im still eye-ing on last summer’s lace blouse from Chloe. apparently its retailed at $800 bucks.. $600 discounted.. ebay was selling it for $75 bucks but heh not in my size. BOO ebay BOO! I need to start playing squash again.

anyways, sigh i have to have that cue top lah.. kalau inda paning ku ni paning…paningggggggggggggg ku paningggggggggg

eh bah makan panadol ku dulu

🙁

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