WIllkommen to the Cabaret my friends.

Another fruitless day here in Apartment 2211 , Security Guard name / New friend :- Gary, Location:- Somewhere in Melbourne.

Today i played sims, watched Cabaret for the umpteenth time, i have also finally finished reading the last pages of Marian Keyes’ novel.. anything that doesnt involve me walking,jogging,squashing,saving people’s lives heh you name it ive done it all. God. Ive been lazy as fuck. Im even getting white hair from all the Liza Minelli watching and it didn’t help when she appeared on today’s Ellen Degeneres show.

I should really join an activist group or something.. u know fill my time by protesting over something. Or better yet, get flown to cheap labor countries and work for Nike. Mmm.. den again..last time i checked they only employed children.So nevermind hehe more reason for me to join an activist group and protest against age discrimination. huhuh.

Its the 4th week of Uni. So im still taking it easy. It’s the 5th week that im worried about. You see, by the 5th week still-taking-it-easy won’t be the easiest thing to do. That’s when The Student’s Fight Against Due Dates begin. Just like Sumo vs Sumo..the opponent is of the same volume, mass and density.. equally posessing the same greatness in strength. It’ll bloody take up a zenith amount of endurance and tolerance to beat. “susah susah dulu..sanang sanang kemudian” nya urang melayu. Buleh kah aku ani menyama nyamakan sumo sama assignments? hahaha. tapi yah cematulah. But kan. i strangely find myself looking forward to it. huhu. tekana ku nada keraja atu kali.

I’m currently reading Chocolat by Joanne Harris which i half read back in highschool. Can’t really remember what it was about so im starting from the first chapter. There’s a movie on it pulang (starring Mr Dep yoh!). But i don’t want to watch it just yet.If the rest of the book is as boring as the first page then maybe ill start downloading. But so far. okay lah. huhuhu.

Lunching with Liyana and Izman tommorow. i think.

bah im gonna go re-fill my water botel and do whatever..

kiss me.

Not ready for monday.

Shareee my lifeee take me for what i amm

cause ill neverrr change..

all my colours for you (whitney houston yo)

Take my loveeeeeeeeeeeeee ill never ask for too muchhhh

just all that u are and everything that you doo…

(here comes the good part)

i dont have to look very much further..

i dont wanna have to gooo where u dont followwww..

i wont hold it back again this passion inside..

can’t run from my self..there’s no where to hiiiiiiiiiiideeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee…..*drum rolls*

(it just gets better and better!)

SO DONT MAAAAAAAAAAAAKEEEEEE MEEE CLOSEEEE ONE MORE DOORRRRRRRRR

(caps ani kira aku nyanyi high note lah nie..tapi pacah plang suara..huhuhuhu)

I DONT WANNA HURTTTTTTTTTTTTT ANYMOREEEEEE

STAY IN MY ARMSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS IF YOU DARE

MUST I IMAGINE U THERE? (ciye be question mark)

dont walk away from me………………

I HAVE NOTHING. NIOTHING. NOooooooooooothingggggg..

if i dont have youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu…………………yoOOoU YoOoouuu…

hahahahaha.

Singing along to one of my all time favourites by whitney houston. gila yoh. baru ya lagu. how come they dont make songs like this anymore ah??? I was surfing on YOu tube the other day and made a search for “brunei” (as recommended by my fwen livie huhuhu) .I didn’t only come across my brother, Rahim’s videos (well surprise! surprise!) but also found a few of Whitney’s live performance in brunei back in 96. I was there but wayyy too young to appreciate her mind-blowing vocals. C’mon lah haha i was only TEN!!! hahaha. I saw the video of her performing this song and …hehe weeped. Her stage presence was fantastic. balik2 ku liat. sampai ku buta. huhuhuhu. If i could turn back time first thing i would do is to go back to the night of the concert and watch her sing brabis LIVE sampai ku buta jua. huhuhu.

*pasang lagu tadi..lagi sikali..*

It looks like its going to rain. The weather was really accomodating for the c’wealth games. Melbourne was like spring in autumn this past few weeks.. simply breath taking.Not too,Not too cold it was just nice. ani. c’wealth abis. bida tia balik. Mother nature inda kana bayar kali. huhuhu. I was somewhat disgusted by the closing ceremony last nite. All that money injected in to the project, and what did they ended up showing? aussies with pom poms. bloody hell..and pleaseee dont get me started on how they did a lame job at showing-off the multi-cultural side of Melbourne. apa tah tu? apa tah tu? apa tah tu?????

I can’t believe they extended day lights saving for the games. I wonder when they’re finally going to end it ah? The extra hour sleep everyday before school is much needed.

anyway. post later.

got so many things to do. so little time.

kiss me.