Just like heaven. Should i take a day off squash to catch it at the movies? The next show will be at 3.45pm.. and the one after that will be at 7ish pm. After last nite i doubt ill be able to go out tonite (the downsides of being a girl in the family kan?) . The idea of me missing out on squash is UNBEARABLE exsp when there’s an OPEN HOUSE to go to lagi MALAM ANI. sigh. I guess i just have to catch it on dvd lah *sigh*.

Thankfully Brunei so far has been keeping me occupied. 2-5pm is squash time.. 7 onwards (on alternate days) i go out to play. huhuh. usual shit la. Gadong or Kiulap. Liana’s asking me to go shisha tonite. I dont usually mind going to crowded places like s&s..but lately kan i tend to feel slightly weird when im having coffee or what ever at these kind of places..almost mcm i feel out of place. Somehow,I just dont see myself fitting in the social scene in Brunei. I got my first culture shock at Chills (d the mall ah) another one at S&s.
and the only CULTURE SHOCK that i got over the 5 years that ive been in Melbourne was during Lynn’s Hen’s nite. atu pun wat do u expect kan? u dont see hot boys and Mr Nude Australia 05 parading in the tiniest red indian costume everyday kan? ani di Chill. tampat “keluarga” lol. yang spatut nya “PG” pun buleh jadi “MA”. but yeah. the social scene has changed sooo much since the last time i was back for summer . I guess i’d just have to work on adjusting myself to Brunei. I dont mean to sound mcm all “oo ive been away for a long time and coming back is just not the same anymore cause im just so great” if that’s what you’re thinking. I just felt the need to gather all my thoughts and paste it out loud in here.

Wait one thing that ive noticed jua.. i notice that people aren’t at all that friendly anymore. We were at Dome yesterday..being loud as usual (maybe we shudnt really be lah..but thats besides the point. Skali across the room there were these two ladies, dressed up, adorned with pearls and diamonds.. hair sleeked up to perfection, complaining loudly that if we wanted to beloud we kudve gone somewhere else. ai dang buleh? at least have the decency to tell us sendiri lah and nicely. Id expect it from these ladies assuming they are exposed to the world of COMMON COURTESY since both of them looked oh so HIGHLY EDUCATED.Unless they’re just flaunting their husband’s money lah ah. faham ku. 😀

This is the reason why im finding it hard to adjust myself to Brunei. motherfuckers being bitches. I was publicly snubbed the other day while being introduced to this girl at taurean. I said Hi, she gave me what seemed to be a half smile and turned away to talk to the boyfriend . mcm hey wats ure problem kan? ts like.. half of the people out THERE are still stuck in this ERA where they think being BITCHY is the IN THING wah. I guess brunei is just that small, everyone knows everyone and everyone gets easily JEALOUS by everyone that we’ve turned in to our own enemies. and its pissing the hell out of me.

“Orang ada kereta baru..”
“dia mau kereta baru..”
“Orang ada rumah baru..”
“dia mau kereta baru..”

yes exactly like that. *takes a deep deep breath* So yes. im trying this new thing where i refuse to be a bitch
to anyone,anybody,everybody. . huhu. If you think being a bitch will make you appear ‘ a million dollars richer and all glammed up?’ sorry naik lorry la.. in my eyes, you’re just out of date la. keep up with the trends..? bali vogue can or not?

Currently uploading some deep house tracks on to Molly’s hard drive. The computer’s cd writer has officially gone kapoot for good. huhu. jadi paksa tah berusah mentransfer transfer. sigh.

heh.
okay lah i think im gonna go take my shower.
panas tia bah tarus rasanya bilik ani.

kiss me.