I’m not sure what it’s going to be yet. But it’s going to be something. My thoughts have been bugging me to write frequently. But I\u2019m not sure how appropriate that would be given my circumstances. Unlike a teenager or a university student, I don’t exactly have the same freedom to write whatever I want without being given shit for it. But I\u2019m sure there’s a way out of it. I’m sure it would be ok if I was to just stick to non-work related stuff. Inda kan atu jua inda dapat kan? Is there anyone out there who would criticize me for writing about how the other day I was honked for taking up too much lane space kah or how the other day the butchers sent me home with free sprigs of coriander sama mint? Maybe I think too much. Maybe I care too much about what people say to the point that it stops me from doing the things I love to do. I’ve been documenting my life ever since I was introduced to the concept of journal keeping. I think it was in 1995. I was in primary 5 then. Mom bought me a diary with a nice lock on it…on a second thought perhaps.. I should keep this thing locked? haha. I think too much.<\/p>\n
So ok.. how have I been settling in? I\u2019ve started cooking again and gaining weight (again). I think I\u2019ve gained a total of 10kgs since I arrived Bruxelles. Apart from forcing myself to go to Bikram Yoga I\u2019ve also been trying to avoid sugar at all costs (and miserably failing) mcm rasanya kan ku putung ni tangan ah. Just this morning I had a Portuguese egg tart and 2 pcs of ‘biskut london’ …i only had two pieces pasal the rest i had all to myself a week ago. antah bagas raya tahun lapas kali ampai2 di opis. nyaman jua. di makan jua. ampai ampai tia pebaik lapas raya tahun 1991\u2026ku makan jua tu.<\/p>\n
Sunyi disini ani. I don\u2019t have that many friends. I know I should be out making new friends but it’s not as easy as you would think. I\u2019ve never had problems making friends before but it has proved to be a challenge when you live half an hour outside the city centre and you need a car to get you everywhere. Unlike New York, Melbourne, Singapore…all other great cities of the world, a car is a necessity here. Pebaik tah kan membali barus gigi ataupun barus dawai arah kadai runcit sebalah. beguna jua masih kereta. Yep. Macam di Brunei, but on un-subsidized fuel hehe.<\/p>\n
I\u2019m still getting used to driving on the WRONG SIDE OF THE ROAD and in MY lane. Don\u2019t get me started on how small the lanes are in this country. It’s so small… you wonder how they are allowed to DRIVE CARS in the first place. and then you have the hook turns. hook freaking turns. I\u2019m familiar with the concept. it was a ‘thing’ in Melbourne too. It\u2019s where you drive slowly to the middle of the road (remembering to stay in your innie minnie teeny weeny lane) and turn in to the simpang of your dreams when there’s no more oncoming traffic. Between focusing to stay in my own lane and anticipating the right time to turn.. honestly, I\u2019d rather be donating blood. Same level of anxiety. Tapi at least di hospital, aku inda kana HON.<\/p>\n
Such a paloi practice. but I guess if it saves up the government\u2019s money by sticking to the 3-coloured traffic light saja… I GUESS IT\u2019S OK. I GUESS LAH. GUESS. I’m not sure, but I\u2019m just GUESSING………………………*takan hon kuat kuat* …mahal bah indicator arrow kekanan atu.. arrow kekanan sudah $1\u2026arrow kekiri sudah $1 bagi lampong lagi $0.50 #banaitahtew tau tau yang menghon ani bebayar jua.<\/p>\n
I\u2019ve had my car for almost a month now. I can drive to Carrefour and Bikram. Carrefour is this world’s version of Huaho. It’s not pronounced as CARREY FOUR (like how ive been pronouncing it in the last 5 years of my life)..but KAR-FU. French tah jua banar. I\u2019m just sick of being corrected all the time. like the English language, the same arrogance is applied to French.<\/p>\n
Take the word BOBOI for example. No, it isn\u2019t BO-BOY. It\u2019s BO BWAAAAAA.. *magic fingers* . And just when you think you\u2019ve got the hang of reading French. Guess what. No, madame. You don\u2019t. The other day in the car, I saw a sign that read ROCHE BOBOI.. thanks to Ferrero Rocher, I thought I had in the bag. My mistake was to have read it out loud. Hehe.. ROSHEY..BOBOY.. driver turned to me and went..\u2019its Bo BOA huh!\u2019. And then there’s the french and their HUHs \u2026they sound like they\u2019re asking questions all the time. Mcm “huh?”, ” Huh?” ” Kau nda tau? Aku lagi inda tau”.<\/p>\n
But yeah this whole french pronunciation dilemma, it can be a tad patronizing. Haha. So sometimes, just to fuck them up balik, I like to respond in my most poshest English accent. Even if ITS MEANS I\u2019M TALKS LIKE THIS, JUST MAKES SURE YOU ACCENT IS ENGLISH TO THE POWER OF 10000 HORSE POWER.<\/p>\n
Easy.<\/p>\n
I hope to write again soon.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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