Alhamdulillah. today was one of the blessed days ever. God works in miraculous ways kan? just hope i’ll nail down this one. 🙂 until ‘it’ happens, this is all im going to say for now… hehe.

anyway, happy birthday to my lovely Azah who turned 16 just a lil bit after midnight. I hope you’ll find happiness in whatever you do lai. wishing you the happiest of all happy birthdays!

in other news, im one tired girl. its almost 3 and i think i’ve been fighting my sleepy eyes after that big ambuyat dinner i had with mumkins at Aminah arif. extortion berabis ah that place? 44 bucks for an ambuyat meal for 3? u muz be freakin jokin. i don’t even have to spend that much on dimsum at emperous court. If only i could get my hands on the recipe for the cacah. Its funny how competitive advantage can be based on just CACAH ambuyat. that’s the wonderful thing about businesses. You don’t have to think very far to achieve something.. you just have to dig down deep inside you to find something special that distinguishes you from the others. and everyone’s special in their own way. not in the retarded-u-have-a-special-parking-permit sense..but yeah u know what i mean. hahaha. So yeah, why go out and copy others? go out and do your own thing saja bah..jantah ikut2.

i just realised i sounded a tad (what? a tad? a tad???) bitter in my last post. i apologize. i even contemplated deleting it cause i was scared that i was putting too much out there all at once. but maybe just for the next few days im allowed to be bitter and its probably okay for me to indulge in self pity..just for a while. just to get it out of my system. and i know eventually, i will bounce back and kick start my life again. i’m just thinking what’s going to happen after that. i know i can’t be in this state forever. need to make myself busy with other things..like my baby brownie business. huhuhu.

brownies anyone? i still have slots for Saturday! I’ve been wanting to come up with a new line up of Brownies but ntah ah i always find myself poor for time. ntah behapa saja ku. padahal inda jua bekeraja. yatah keraja ku hari2 bangun.. liat tv, bejalan. liat tv. bejalan. liat tv. ahhhhhhhh kali pasal hari raya atu kali jua sibuk? yeah..its probably that… ok dont mind me while i indulge in some mindless rambling…. huhuhu.

2009 is almost coming to an end. so far the last 10 months ive been spending my time doing nothing. Not that im complaining but this doing nothing thing can get a lil bit mundane. im just hoping 2010 would be a more productive year.. and pleaaase kalau buleh nada drama. i think ive had enuff drama to last me a life time. mana lagi cerita korea? drama astro ria? huhuhu. Mana lagi my 4 year old cousin kan menukar namanya kan jadi Shakira? lol. i found that soooo hilarious tadi.

me: kenapa u kan tukar nama?
four yer old cousin : mm..nama naqqiyyah panjang bah!!!
me: jadi what name u like?
four yerrr old cousin: shakiRRRRa!!!
me: but why? why not Syazwana?
four yerr old cousin: aiii atu pun lawa toh!!!
me: hehehe..apa lagi naqqiyyah suka?
four yerr old cousin: NOQQIO!!!

hahahaha buleh kah ya mau namanya jadi noqqio?? hahaha mcm sisqo. thong thong te thong thong thong.

eh ngaleh ku blogging sudah eh. karing ‘konteks len’ ku. time for me to sleepy sleepy

goodnight gay boys!!!!!!!! huhuhu

errr… ok..my dad just came in to the room..

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ps; postS deleted. huhuhu. andangnya kali aku ani kalau marah skajap saja? ‘ape nak jadi lepas ni jadi lah… belureh jua ku 200 hits hari probably the highest number ive had since.. oh tak tau lah saya. ani hahaha members kamu ah busy body. jadinya yang membaca ani mua mua busy body saja tah ni?! hahaah mcm aku jua. can’t blame you. we humans love to feast on other people’s misery kan??? doo doo doo bee doo bee doo..