My eyes popped open at 5:30am this morning. After tweeting a series of good mornings to the birds and the universe i thought i’d go back to sleep and wake up just in time to shampoo, make myself an awesome breakfast and arrive on time for work.

and then it started raining..and i was more than happy to succumb to the cozy warmth of my blanket so i Snoozed. I snoozed my iphone to it’s death and woke up just in time for a quickie shampoo and breakfast which consisted of a CEREAL BAR in the CAR and arrived work at 8.30. fuck my life banar banar eh.

well. at least, it’s good to know that i had good intentions. eh..more like high ambitions.

now, to reach that high note like Whitney.

haha.

ok. Tuesday, be nice.

baby girl what’s ur name?

Chivalry is officially dead and i blame social media for it. When was the last time you received an actual TEXT or a CALL from a guy asking you out WITHOUT approaching you on Facebook first?

I’m just saying that it hardly ever happens anymore. Now you get random boys adding you up on facebook, throwing pickup lines in the chat box and THEN they will proceed to ask you whether it’s okay to WHATSAPP you. It has come to a point where they don’t have to work that hard to get you anymore.

Now, I dont know about you, but Is it wrong for me to want a guy to spend a few cents to text me kah? It’s not like i’m asking them to shower me with gifts. The shorter time taken for men these days to get a girl lowers the excitement of ‘the chase’..mcm. ok lapas whatsapp, whatsnextapp?????

However, if it was to look at it from another point of view.. we can look at it like SPEED DATING. lapas whatsapp, if u no like,kensel. move on. start whatsapping with the next guy who just added you on facebook. haha. but no, that’s not my point. im just saying, it’s nice for a guy to work a LITTLE bit harder to get your attention. But if you’re the kind of girl who can settle with the above-mentioned arrangement den errr.. okay lah. I like my men, BRAVE. If not, don’t waste my time.

haha. anyway. it’s Monday. I’ve never been this grateful on a Monday. Only because last week felt painfully long. Now that i’ve made peace with myself on a number of things, i just look forward to the rest of the year. It’s funny that it is already the middle of feb, and my year is actually JUST starting 🙂

“So verily, with the hardship, there is relief, Verily, with the hardship, there is relief. So when you have finished, then stand up for Allâh’s worship. And to your Lord turn your invocations. Quran 94:5-8”

Here’s to a good week.

kiss me.

I am sorry. sorry. sorry.

It seems like all i do is apologize for not blogging. I don’t know why I still have the blog up pun. when i should really be password protecting each and everyone of my blogpost just in case someone decides to use it against me one day.

its february. hello february. what’s going on?

a plenty. a large chunk of it consists of things i don’t really want to talk about but rather accept them as they are and move on, a part of it, i dont want really want to talk about too..cause its work related and i should just suck it up like a working girl (on ice).

so again. going back to that question of WHY i still have this blog.

ntah. i just like the idea of having some place to carry and shelf my thoughts kali. Twitter is usually sufficient , Path does the job equally well..but there’s nothing like ranting and rambling on a blog.

i’m sure those who used to have a blog still have a blog. as they say, once a blogger. always a blogger.

kiss me.

Another year. another blog post.

Happy new year world.

2011 flew by so quickly. It’s as if it was only yesterday i told myself i was gonna climb Mt Kinabalu sometime last November. haha. I don’t think i ever blogged about what made me chicken out of the climb. I owe you a story.

It was last year that i got all excited about an invitation to go waterfall abseiling in the jungles of Temburong, oblivious to the fact that i did not at all fit the profile of an adrenaline junkie. So i took my back pack, got ready as early as SIX and wore my RUNNING shoes in to the thick slippery jungles of temburong to embark on adventure of a life time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Half way in to the jungle, I was already agitated because i just kept falling on my ass. It was a 45 minute hike and the path was slippery and my grip-less shoes didn’t help with my balancing. When we finally arrived at the waterfall i was already mentally and physically exhausted.

They say, It’s either that you are an adrenaline junkie, OR you are just purely suicidal to go on an abseiling trip. The latter didn’t occur to me until i missed a step during my decent down the waterfall and swung my back against the hard rocks. For a moment there, i thought that was it, it’s either i’m going to plunge to my death or half my body was going to be paralyzed from the impact of the rocks. Thankfully, I was the luckiest girl on earth on that day. I made it to the ground SOMEWHAT safely and crawled out of the jungle with a large bruise on my back :- It was just between my butt and what could’ve been my SPINAL cord. mun CORD piano inda jua apa.

If the unfortunate event was to teach me anything, it had taught me to:

– Not go in to the jungle with strangers.
– Always bring a close friend along, because not all people are nice in this world.

As i nursed my injury on the boat ride back to Bandar, I also tossed my MK Climb idea into the Brunei river. It just proves that some things are just not meant to be kan? And when this happens, it’s time to find something else that YOU KNOW YOU CAN ACHIEVE. Sometimes you just have to be realistic. But don’t give up without giving it a go.

Mount Kinabalu could still happen. Once i get rid of my phobia of heights kali.

anyway here’s to a new year.

what will you bring me oh 2012?