a very fruitful Sunday! took part in the Breast Cancer Support Group garage sale at Pablo’s. Thank you to those who came and supported the event. those who bought brownies, natas and banana cake..i will ruv you forever. you guys made my day. berabis. i’ve been smiling ear to ear since i got home… its good to know that my customers still consist of the same faces since i first started my brownie business. i’d love to thank you all for your continued support. <3

i’m a very tired girl. thnk god its Monday! haha only because its a public hliday. its been ages since ive had a chance to enjoy a long weekend. i can’t wait till i’m able to take my yearly leave.. i already know exactly how to spend it!

kiss me.

i feel like i’m Kim Sam Soon. The fictional character from the k-drama series My Lovely Sam Soon. I’m watching the drama again! this time on youtube cause i remembered lending the dvd set to one of my Thai friends in Uni and never saw him or any of my dvds again.

This is the second time that i’m watching it and i can sort of relate to the character a little bit more. it’s like i know her:- she bakes, i bake!!!! she’s slightly over weight, im over weight!!!!! she’s bouncing back from a 3-year-of-what-she-thought-was-a-till-death-do-us-apart-relationship… HELLO????? the title of the drama should be..hello, my name is SYAZWANA HARUN.

i’m currently on the 3rd episode…where the handsome Hyun Bin (no idea what his character’s name is in the movie is) is falling in love with the eccentric Sam Soon..but but but he doesn’t know it yet!

im taking this episode as a metaphor for my love life at the moment.. i know. i now whole-heartedly believe that there’s someone out there..that is falling in love with me.. and we’re just waiting to be introduced!

i think the part that really hit home the most was when upon asking her ex if he ever loved her.. the guy’s reply was:-

‘i loved you, i loved the girl with chubby cheeks, i loved the girl who visited every bakery in Paris, with a dream to become the world’s best patissier, i loved the girl who was ambitious, passionate, and full of life..who always smelled of sweets, i loved you.. but thats as far as my love goes..i can’t explain it to you why my love ends there..i’m sorry for that..thats the extent of my love..’

well fair enough. i guess people do fall in and out of love.. takes sometime to comprehend this.. i still don’t quite understand it..only because my conscience is being muffled byfoolish WHYs? and Whatifs? but i am in a strong enough position to believe that .there’s a Hyun Bin waiting for me. staying positive is the way to go. one shouldn’t close their hearts forever just because they were unfortunate enough to have given it away to some guy that wasn’t worthy of it in the first place.

. cuba liat ni Kim Sam Soon.. krg towards the end ada lagi satu laki2 hensem begunakan kedia. hensem banar. banar banar. sebana bana nya. ya eurasian. sama handsome lah. handsome. semua org korea ani handsome. org buta ganya inda ke handsome-man. lol handsome-man. farrrnee.

so please.friends. you know who you are..don’t give up on love just yet.

if k-drama isn’t your thing…there’s bridget jones! :*

eh. well ..did this post came out of nowhere? lol.

<3

kiss me.

currently at KLIA on transit. i can’t wait to go home. i never liked this airport. it reminds me too much of a hospital. and the trolleys aren’t as sturdy as the ones in Changi. baru push sedikit ..tumbang tia sudah. oh god. get me out of this place. its just dumb luck that my flight home is not until 11pm. 🙁

who am i kidding. at least its grander than the one back home.

im craving chocolate. its almost the end of my *whispers* period.. but i’m still craving sweet STUFFS lol. i just had twixx and now im contemplating whether to junk on whatever Frap they have on specials at starbucks. the sweeter the richer the fatass the better.

Dr DUKAN, ill see you on Monday!

in other (old) news, im broke. again.

kiss me beneath the milky twilight.

ok. so here’s my story. i really want the iphone right? no not really. not that i need it. but im just sick of not having one. how can you get sick of something that you dont even have? thats thing..i dont know. i dont know. all i know is i just WANT ONE. it doesnt have to be right away. i can wait till the 4G comes out…which is what everyone’s been telling me to do.

but i think i shudnt buy the phone on credit. a colleague suggested that i should save up for it. saving up, i will. and i will start………now. with this 50cent coin *holds up a 50cent coin* (bukan org nya..hahaha kalau 50 cent rapper atu nda ku tehangkat dang!)..but first. i have to treat my humble Nokia E63 like an iphone.

god knows how many times ive dropped it. subconsciously kali, my mind knows its a cheap phone so it sends ‘its okay’ messages to the part of my brain that is in charge of dropping phones. banar. this is one reason why ive been putting off getting expensive phones. i am the epitome of a klutz. no actually i know someone else that is THE epitome of a klutz…but i am just as bad. and i blame my big stubby fingers. maybe i should get an ifinger. hu hu hu.

so saturday tommorrow huh.

happy weekend

oh ive got a new power song!!!!!

… (dot dot dot)..

gatal jua usul pitbull ani ah???

LOL
kiss me.

makes me a very kapeh girl this month. SHIT.

mcamana ku buleh sunburnt ani? it has been raining! i havent been out running! my T-zone all itchy and PAIN lol. (direct translation, GATAL & SAKIT) lol. speaking jua sudah ah aku atu. i spent the whole nite last nite baking la porto egg tarto. hahahaahah cakap portuguese tah sudah ku tu.

argh. its so PAIN. its really PAIN. any PAINER and im T-PAIN. ok. i kid. its not THAT painful. but the stinging is annoying. its tuesday. 2 more days till Thursday. i cnt bloody freakin wait. ngaleh ku. im so pooped out this week..all i can think about is a holiday by the beach.

uwa. payah jua gaji hari masih ani. payah kan ke pantai. payah kan ke england. payah kan ke paris. payah kan ke newyork. payah kan ke san fran. payah kan umrah. payahkan naik haji, payahkan ke limbang, payahkan ke labuanz, payah kan..payah kan…

payahkan belayar lah pokok nya.

ok.

kind regards,
syazwana harun

ps: ngaleh sudah ku membuat surat ani. stem ku kan abis sudah. ok ah?

kind regards ah?
syazwana harun.

ataupun,

dengan hormat,
syazwana harun

ataupun.. kalau memo..inda payah dengan hormat

syazwana harun

yayyyyyyyyyyyyy bye.

hello world. its Sunday. i’m happy 🙂 (WALAUPUN AKU PAKSA BAKING MCM ORG GILA HARI ANI!!) i’m happy. i’m always happy. and this makes SOME people uneasy sometimes. the last time i was smiling and lauging oh and u know everything else that comes with ‘being happy’, someone ‘offered’ to give me their work .. to which i said, no way no way. jose your face.

huhuhu. oh just sayin! u know 😛

am havin a garage sale this PM. lol. i love it when morning/afternoon is replaced by ‘AM’ or ‘PM’ in texts. everytime i get a text that something’s either going to be held in the ‘am’ or ‘pm’ i still get amazed by it. mcm.. banar jua ah? why say morning or afternoon when you can shorten it to AM and PM (you lazy ass foo)??? hahaha aku mana ku tepikir tu. handalz. kalau if i were to shorten morning and afternoon.. i’d probably go:

‘hi can i see you this mrng?’
‘hi can i see you this aftrnn?

rupanya dapat lagi pindik.
‘hi cn i c u this AM?’
‘hi cn i c u this pm?’

if only we were able to shorten traffic jams in this manner, or line membayar bill di *tut*. mcm takan butang skali org dapan ku jadi AM or PM.

hahahahahahahaha
im so funny.
ok happy AM.
im going to bake now.

KISS ME. (lama sudah kamu inda liat kan? awu pasal nya aku kan shorten kan jadi KM)

Selama ku bekawan sama poklenz ani banyak joke ku. i think i’ve compiled at least 20 poklen jokes in the last week. this is where i’m going to be displaying them hahaha. i shall start with the tikus joke.

Kalau tikus birthday ya mau apa?
Ya mau.. Biskal. [Pasal birthday nya, jadi ya buleh minta apa saja!]

Cemana kamu tau kalau ada tikus dalam esbok?
Check diluar esbok kalau ada Biskal parking. hahahahahaha.

Banyak banyak Mi, Mi apa yang buleh di makan sama ice?
Ice Milo. hahahaha.

hahaha banyak plang lagi…tapi aku lupa. hahahaha

aku sikalang i want to pakai itu sunblock.
mau lari pusing pusing stadium!

papai.

kan. blogging is much better. the only reason ive been facebooking to death is because i havent been blogging. i know facebook doesn’t have word limits and you can pretty much post up whatever you want in the status bar, but it’s just not cool to be going around updating fb status’ wtih a 500-word story. becerita banar2 jua aku atu ah hahahaha. so here i am. updating my blog’s STATUS. so yeah good morning.

im up early today. i dont know why. when i should really be sleeping in! thnks to the pelipin elections, im working till midnight tonight. i’m just hoping that the pelipin elections is just as interesting as watching the character Angelo on Pangako Sa’yo. LOL. in which case, i won’t mind staying up for. hmm…….. 6:30 tia sudah. damn facebook.

kiss me.

it was so hot today that even my SPF 50 couldn’t save me. hahaha its been a while. ive been busy. running. I’ve turned in to a running junkie! in the last week i bought a new pair of nike shoes to go with my new Nike-Plus ipod chip 😉 *good sign* and now i’m looking in to getting the Asics which is apparently the Ferrari of running shoes.. or in my world, the GHURKA of running shoes.

which reminds me. i have to make an order of butter. random 😛

i never thought..in my life i’d be this enthusiastic about running. ask me 6 months ago if i cared to have a little jog around the stadium just to oh u know..sweat? my answer would be: ‘malaskuhengau’. but these days, i’d throw a huge tantrum if i dont get to go for my daily runs..mcm PMS on CRACK. The only downside is im getting darker. can i run like a Ghurka without actually looking like one kah? oh. nya universe nya, im asking too much.

anyways, apart from running. well. nada papa. ive started using cocoa butter. and i smell like dessert. well not right now. right now i’m smelling like wet grass. that’s just putting it lightly 😛

im making portuguese egg tarts tonite. its been a while. thinking of selling them at my next Garage Sale this Sunday. Havent decided on whether i should have one yet. but i think it’d be wise seeing that i wont be in the country at the end of the month and my maid Ummi will be on sabatical until godknowswhen forcing production to a halt. so yeah. ill keep u guys updated.

ok bye.