missing melbourne today.

It’s not that i can’t wait to go back.. and it’s not that i CAN wait to go back either. Im having mixed feelings..you know the drill. Woke up today missing Melbourne berabis. Today’s the 25th and ive been back for 3 months.. One more month to go.. less – that is if i decide to go back middle of February just so that i can prepare myself for the school term.Im holding on to Brunei with my legs while uni’s pulling me from the right and the problems that i left behind pulls me from the left. It was good being able to run from them for awhile..but i knew from the start that i was going to have to face them sooner or later. My 2006 hasn’t officially kicked off yet. Nope. 2006 for me only begins in Melbourne..cause thats where all the petty headaches starts and curing it will be even more of an excruciating process.

I just took the last sip of my morning coffee..bleugh..pahit. needless to say that you shudnt drink the last sip of coffee from the cup as it’s all grit. this after taste will last me till lunch nie. Anyway, im off to play you-know-what in a bit. Just waiting for this usher song (nice & slow) im downloading to finish.

97%

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101% (ih ada lagi tu..hehe..)

kiss me.

Post ani untuk si abang.

“sas. jan ko deep wah. cua ko blog saja apa saja yang ada dalam kepala mu atu”

ok.

1. Si abang talur

2. ya tesliur kan masuk steward ganya ya buntak.

3. Aku ngaleh.

4. Drinks with Livie,Grace,Izam,Dil over Scrabble was fun.

5. “Karna KEKANDA lah yang paling tua!”

6. isok squash. no idea how im going to wake up.

7. Bon’s leaving for a week. won’t be seeing her till next month.

8. Broke to the bone. spent my last 4 bucks of petrol.

9. what bapa said to me this morning; “ti..jan drive kerita atu laju laju..tayar mu atu Butak sudah tu” cam kepala si abang.

10. si mizan kan gundul.

11. Aku kan sambong meliat cerita korea tapi inda ada bedangan.

12. aku ada squasi partner baru. tapi dalingnya inda suka main squash. nya payah nya.

13. nadz still has my copy of my sassy girl. i wanna watc this movie again pun. (sudah ku gtau kamu si abang kan masuk steward?)

14. Keraja ku sama si abang mengapal skrip pramlee saja.. nya si abang nya..sebelum ya jumpa aku ya mana ada GILA.. PENIPU. hahahaha.

15. im broke.

16. broke.

17. broke.

18. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you.

19. i hate you i hate you i hate you.

20. this is as random as i can get.

good night.

kiss me.

Naqiyyah’s Birthday Party ROCKED.

What Kaka?

The party hat that wudn’t stay on

.One.

.One.

With Her Kaka Siti. She was so well behaved yesterday.

Cutting her cake with Mama.

hahahahaha. SIAPA KAN YANG BDAY ANI SEBENARNYA?

Bye bye im going to sleep.

Guest of Honor kali ah.. i just had to post up a picture of Iman. Babies are soo cute. haha.

kissme.

Tag Replies:-

Godfather: huhuhu.. kau ani kiut ah cam baby jua..jan marah eh. Awu banyak perempuan melayu terakhir sini ani. ganya kami kekurangan laki2 melayu terakhir. so cana? haha.

Mi: awu gatal. baru kau tau kan? haha tanya orang yang BAGI lagu lah. ya yang gatal…kali kawan mu jua tu hehehehehehe.

Dah: Awu Dah. inda kau masuk bah yatah membarinya! was nice seeing u dari jauh pulang..aku lambai2 kau inda lambai balik. frustration alai.

Him: hehehe you know i didnt mean it like that shaang. you know i love you.. you mau applwe? hehe.

Mohash: haha yeah. Ash. apa kan fierce? ganas kan usulku? inda jua? huhu bila kau belanja aku? im broke now. to the core. money banyak going out. tapi nada going in. sigh. find me a rich man? please. i miss you.

Taxi..take me to his home..

Baby Naqiyyah turns ONE today! probably THE best birthday gathering ive ever been to. She’s just the cutest little thing.. worth loving to bits. Thanks Bushu boy & girl for a lovely evening over at Nini Girl’s place.. making Naqiyyah’s day was our pleasure. xoxo.

pictures soon πŸ™‚

too tired lah. its been a long day.

oh. before i go.

you, Tweet – Cab ride.. very very sultry. me likey. hehe :p

Taxi…take me to his home.
I wanna give him all of me cause I’m alone

The world is quiet
I wouldn’t mind
Mere conversation
Can you be my ride?
What’s your fare? (oh oh oh oh yeah)
Mister can you take me there.
Can you break above
All I ask you is…

Taxi…take me to his home.
I wanna give him all of me cause I’m alone

Turn the radio down a bit…(smoking cigarettes…)
Would you be so kind
To stop at a station
I see the sign
Cause you need some air (oh oh oh oh yeah)
Mister can you take me there.
You can keep the buck
All I ask you is…

Taxi…take to his home.
I wanna give him all of me cause I’m alone

And I know he’s watching the time yeah
Told him I would make it
Just get me there safe (get me there safe)

haha oo so ure planning on taking me home now ? πŸ˜›

goodnite everyone.

kiss me.

My Sunday

The Kahwin

Inside the kem / (ertinya..dalam kem wah.. )

Kel sama Mol

Kutir & Supir

The Girls

The Aunties..and the Mum.. huhu. i like this picture.

The Groom

Tukang Pigang lilin..

Lagi married gitu loh..

Angkal Habry and Teeya

From the Bride’s house..pulai dey.. dalam bas or inside the bas.

kahwin..

Over at Nini’s House / Di rumah Nini ku yang indah permai. / Pitstop.

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Sas, Jajah bersama sama dengan Cawan. cantik cawan antik nini kami di belakang ah..mcm begambar dalam museum. huhu.

syazy wuzzy boooo

LUCKY SPOT. makanan petang turun temurun cucu aji dullah dan anak anak sdn bhd.

LUcky Spot..eh kamu..cana buleh namanya lucky spot atu ah? apa spot nya yang lucky ani..

lawa eh..tin lucky spot ah..hehe.. “siapa bilang gadis melayu tak menawan?”

ah aku nampak si rara avis. hahahahahaha. πŸ˜‰

kiss me.

SORRY. GAMBAR GAMBAR YANG KETINGGALAN:- (sorry inda sengaja!)

My long time friend who i havent seen in a while..huhuhu xoxo.

The Girls over at the Bride’s house. ada wanah..ada rina.. ada hudia.. yayy! hehe.

My Saturday – with love :)

“jogging ku nie. jan ku dikacau” huhuhu.

Saturday morning..was at the squash courts from 9 till noon.Coach had us vigirously trained all morning..gila men..can;t remember the last time i went for training.. well actually i can..i just can’t remember how many times the coach told us to come early in the mornings and we end up being asked to do solo drills pasal ya ‘sibok’ . putting it in to another words ‘coach malas berabis kan mengajar pasal coach ani andang orang yang pemalas in the world’. To have him finally train us after a LONGGG time was good lah. looking forward to Monday..hopefully ya inda ‘sibok’. pasal kalau ya ‘sibok’ membari banci tia.

Caught up with my girls Ghah ,Zari,Liana and their friends Pino,Akramin and Zainul tadi at daprils before meeting up with LIVIE,Ede,Nick and Ben at coffee zone. awu kamu BOSS BASAR balik sudahhhhhhhhhh.. surprise surprise! we’ll meet up again soon lah k, and we shall take lots and lots of pictures, walk down memory lane togeder geder. looking forward to more repeated stories on how i used to fall asleep ALOT in Malay class..and the fun ‘walks; we had to the kopitiam.huhuhu.. and how Nick used to be the biggest bully in school..more like the biggest asshole in school. good thing he grew out of it ah? hahaahaha. im saying this with love nick. with love. hahaha.

Joined.. ok. Bon,Mimi,Azeez,Mizan,Abang,SEXY LIPS & Nur for dinner at saffron. Its true about the excellent reviews ive been hearing on the Pavlova. simply delicious lah.. i think its better den the one from Vintage Rose. Generous servings of strawberry sauce too. just my cup of tea πŸ™‚ (sandi yo time uzur)skali.sugar and spice. for GRAPE SUGUS & Tunit and of course the highlight of the night THE DARE..*puckers lips* all in all i had a good night lah.. was with good company the whole way. tengs beri beri guys. love u bon. love u mi. me and you~ forever and ever~

my day has been quite fruitful lah. hahaha. next week inda jalan. next week stay home jadi good girl.

argh. i have a wedding to go to tommorow.

nya babu nya sedia tah awal2.

kana bunyikan sudah kana suruh membari hadiah.

kul brapa tah ku bangun nie?

kiss me.

ps: oh si abang ckp ya inda baca blog ku lagi pasal aku DEEP. HOW IS THIS DEEP BANG AH? CUBATAH? HAHAHA!!

pps: G, kenapa now everytime i say your name that song “tempted to touch” comesin to mind? hehe tempted to touch tempted to touch..~ tempted to touch~ hug me hug me kiss me kiss me hug m hug me

Tunit is very addictive.

huhuhuhuhuhuhu.

la dee da dee daa..

i do not have anything to blog about anymore. everyday its the same routine. squash. balik.jalan balik.mandi. jalan..skali..isuknya sama jua tu eh kamu eh. squash balik jalan balik mandi makan jalan balik jalan besalin balik jalan lagi kana balik marah bapa. lusa pun catu jua squash jalan balik eksen mengampu rah bapa patangnya supaya malam buleh bejalan, tidur, baca buku, malam JALAN, balik..biasalah. kana marah lagi lah. he he he.

My uncle’s wedding is tommorow..and ive finally found the tailor of my dreams. I got my baju potong at gypsy and im satisfied lah with the cutting and everything. Ive been going to my mum’s tailors for years and for YEARS i end up wearing all these baju kurong that makes me look twice as big..gila men.. so this year i know where to go to potong baju kurong lah.. anyway. yes. my baju for tommorow’s wedding is oredi ready. huhu. and im hepi.

Street Soccer .. SUCKS. I tried it out skajap.. lari2 ambil bula..gugur lagi malar tu. mcm wasdafaks. football is a rough game man.. i donno how these girls can play lah.. mana lagi takut teguris rah simin? mana lagi takut terujoh? gila banar jua. i enjoy watching people play but when it comes to me myself playing.. “sorry naik lorry lah ah” spent most of that thursday afternoon sitting down on the side of the parking lot with a packet of twisties watching my cousins and siblings play. BERJAYA banar.

Was supposed to meet up with ghah and the girls lastnite at dome..skalinya ujan so inda jadiii but Nad58,dyll came over for a karaoke session last nite. tried turning nad in to a girl lah by applying a tiny bit of eyeliner on her..though to no avail.. hahaha i then tried tying a pink ribbon around a head to make her look all girly in her shorts and oversized tshirt.. )that read, MAKE.ME.CUM gila kali. baik jua babu ku inda nampak)she looked like a PRINCESS for awhile..(princess apa inda plang ku tau tu) until the song “superstar” came on the karaoke. abis ancur. ribin antah kemana. eyeliner antah kemana. GAYA antah kemana. haha. played a few rounds of tunit before they all went home.

its 0745. im up early today.

squash at 9.

kiss me.

Tag Replies:-

Izzah; Tennis ball? huhuhuhu. bula kamu banyak ilang kah? payah jua inda pandai main ani ah *sigh* bah aku bawa sunday. text me again.

Tina: hahahaha awu aku ada lagunya. tapi cana kan send arah mu?? i think i love you~ lalala coz i miss you~ but full house is nothing compared to Stairway to Heaven.. i highly recommend you to watch it.

Kerispatih – Kejujuran Hati

Kuakui aku memang cemburu
Setiap kali kudengar namanya kau sebut
Tapi ku tak pernah bisa
Melakukan apa yang seharusnya kulakukan
Karena memang kau bukan milikku

Kuakui aku merindukanmu
Meski ternyata tak pernah kau merindukanku
Tapi ku tak pernah bisa
Melakukan apa yang seharusnya kuinginkan
Karena memang kau bukan milikku

Reff :
Sesungguhnya ku tak rela
Jika kau tetap bersama dirinya
Hempaskan cinta yang kuberi

Semampunya ku mencoba
Tetap setia menjaga s’galanya
Demi cinta yang tak pernah berakhir

(Kejujuran hati yang tak mungkin dapat ku pungkiri)
(Keinginanku untuk kau tau isi di hatiku)

bleugh.

Baby talk is cheap.

me: shaang..behapa?

him: me cari wumah..kawang nada tampat tingaw..

me: shaang me mau owange shaang..

him: owange juws? pasaw…?

him: juws rahul? juws?

him: u pernah liat kuch kuch hotahe?

eee apakan. urang minta OWANGE. cawie jua shaang ku ani. bawa bawa kuch kuch hota he. hahahahaahaha. but i love u still. many many! talk soon babe. <3

kiss me.