ouph. jiwa jiwa malam anie eh. inda telawan malam lain. haha. all these random songs are popping up on my windows media player. was just downloading a couple of classic lovey dovey tracks off friendster the other day.

Voices of theory : Say it // You know that i want to say it~ you know that i need to say it~ you know that i want to say it. but love just goes on and on and on.. wud love to see Marul Sal and Sanny perform this song one day. tunggu tah. you guys group together skali do me nah and nadz by putting a private ‘show’ for us..with everything on of course. hahaha.

Dakota Moon – Promise i Make .. who kud ever lupa this one? it goes something like.. and baby maybe i..dont say it as often as i should.. bout i really want to be heard. when i say i love you thats for good… *heart failure*

hmm.. what else..

East 17 feat Gabrielle. Who kud ever forget the slightly mcm melantik tone on “hello?” . The very first time..that i saw your brown eyes..my lips said hellok. haha. hellok yaw. HELLOK..and i said Hiii~~

and then there’s that remake of Hard to Say im Sorry by Azyet.. oo oo and Boyz II men’s i care about you? and Babyface’s everytime i close my eyes? Martin’s Who? Keith Martin’s Because of you ..sama Someone Like You? and Jonb’s tuamor?? im going down memory lane. i tell you. hahaha. ironically, Neyo’s so sick is playing now. haha.

So sick of love songs.

so sick of tears/

so done of wishin you are still here..

so why can’t i turn off the radio?

ya ah. why cant i turn off the radio?

nuff of that. just got back from tunit and chotaiti at chills. Sent Nadz off to the airport earlier. yeap. my girl nad has left the building. mana inda ku menahan aing mata kan. bukannya apa. takut te smudge sirabanu kue. hahahaha. SAw faces i havent seen in ages. Tina 🙂 Izzah 🙂 Amni 🙂 dll. Hung out with my Girl Eee, Sal and Marul for a while tadi in the evening.. esok tani main squash. and marul..happy going to the laut.. 🙂 it was the usual faces for tunit. rano came just when i was about to balik. jinx. hahahaha. 😉

okay dokes. its been a long day. doubt im allowed to go anywhere tommorow.Squash however will be an acception. 😉

i kissy wissy you.

you kissy wissy me.

kiss me.

never fail to crack me up this one.

Verse 1:
We were so drunk last night,
We had that stupid fight,
You called me a useless selfish prick,
So I’m in a fix right now,
And we’ll measure the truth somehow,
love is a funny thing to me,

Pre-Chorus 1:
then you stormed out and grabbed your coat,
while slamming shut the door,
a ruthless move so cold you left your keys inside the door Oh…

Chorus:
Can Nothing i do make you happy anymore,
nothin’ i say put a smile onto your face,
can nothing i say bring us back together,
nothing i do put a smile onto your face.

(Spoken) Well Okay..

Verse 2:
Next day i called you back,
and you called me a stupid twat,
and then you were crying on the phone,
you sounded so upset, you said,
i wasn’t the man you’d met
3 years and 7 months ago

Pre-Chorus 2:
i pleaded with her take me back,
i’ll change my sorry ways
so tell me why mysteriously im annoyed instead of shamed
Ohhh

Chorus:
Can Nothing i do make you happy anymore,
Can nothin’ i say put a smile onto your face
nothing i do bring us back together
nothing i say put a smile onto your face

Bridge:
MMmmmm, Yeahhh

Im poundering it all after that call
i think it is clear
i am here, you’re from another stratosphere
Oh, now all the things she said they went around my head
and come out my ear,
and not before long,
this stubborn soul thinks he’s done no wrong.

Instrumental

Pre Chorus 3:
As when the questions flutter ’round my head like butterflies,
my head spins at reflecting on another love’s demise, Ohhhh

Chorus:
Can Nothing i do make you happy anymore,
nothin’ i say put a smile onto your face
can nothing i do bring us back together
nothing i say put a smile onto your face, Ohhh

(Spoken) All together now… ah 1,2,3…

*Whistles in tune to the chorus* — until fade out
i understand where the girl’s coming from lah.

u useless selfish prick.

burning jazz cds for the car.Someting different from the usual house music ive been listening to.Pick-me-ups like good ol Frank Sinatra’s fly me to the moon & Ella Fitzgerald’s Fever will definitely keep me smiling on the road. The kind of songs you listen to when you think you’ve fallen in love kan? haha.

k. im off. drinks with cousins at four.

kiss me.

BAby you’re my destiny, You and i were meant to be.. with all my heart and soul ill give my love to have and hold..and as far as i can see you are always meant to be my destiny. – ‘Destiny’

shit. in the middle of learning this song on the piano. good thing i still remember how to read notes.

it has been a while 🙁

sama aku dangki Masha af.. ingat ya sorang saja buleh kah? hehe.

kiss me.

screw you.

fuck. wat is it called. ah. WordPress. kicks ass. Loving this uploading menu. really saves me time from all the manual ftp uploading i have to do. Thanks Liv. much appreciated! altho it will take me sometime to get used to it. my host livie rocks.,.rock batu yaw.

*rahim garu garu mata baru tidur*

Rahim: main sudah bula pa?

Pa: balum kajap lagi kali.

Me: apa lawan?

Rahim: liverpool.

Me: ah lawan apa?

Bapa: sumbiling.

Its been a long day. Woke up at ten and drove all the way jerudong for a few games of squash with mr julian hassan (his real name by the way) i still remember those days where we used to go for tuition together and i kept on calling him hassan instead of julian. the dude just went psycho..cringing..his hands flying everywhere telling me off. “eee bukan HASSAN wah JULIAN! JULIAN JULIAN” haha inda payah touching.anyway yes. ive been waking up dead early in the mornings to commute from where-i-live to Jpcc just to play squash with him. He is what i’d hate my self not to call one of those HIGH MAINTENANCE punks MEN (with love nie jules, so dont take offence and im not calling u gay either). Had lunch at K.F.M. this place right opposite goodview hotel in Jerudong. The food’s really not all that bad.. prices pun not bad either.. skali chef nya hensem. hahaha. so yeah. K.F.M if you want their $1mini cakois. highly recommended by my Iring Laki, iring BVini, angah laki angah bini, si jajah, si mimah sama si Kel

went home to freshen up before meeting up with my cousins and bestfriend at Coffee zone kiuluvs. that was fun. melbourne girls “together-again” punya session. ah. reliving the chapl st days and how we used to take cabs everywhere and charged the fares to our boarding school accounts. hahaha.

Hopefully i wud be able to catch up with Zee before she balik uk next week..and im definitely making it a point to see Nad tommorow who’ll be on her way back to england monday. aiyawh/ so many things to do. so little time. Skali in the evening i caught up with Nad58, Angela and Dyll for a few rounds of charades hahaha lest just say i amused them with my performing arts skills 😛 and bumped in to alai and her cousins pun and joined them for a short catching up session afterwards. *omg my back hurts lah* Marul who surprised me with his presence the other day at chills pun came to join our group of girls tadi. orang atu nya inda kan balik. haha 😉 nevertheless thanks for coming out to see me even tho u tried calling balik2 skali inda te tambus sal telipun ku abis batt. haha thanks for checking to see if i was at cz anyway.. esok tani ronda2 again.

skali balik.

now. Last nite was interesting. Bon i just had to put this up. THIS GIRL WAS ON FIRE. yes.those who know me know how cocky i can get when it comes to winning something. and it just so happens ahem ahem that i was winning in tunit the whole time i was playing last nite ;). took me a while to get over the excitement..jarang kali ah? slalunya aku jadi tukang cuci..pecacai tua pengangkat najis. hahahaha. balik pun kul 12:30. sengaja lagi tu inda mentop up supaya inda kana cari bapa. winning stike kali ah? hahaha. but yeah..*angkat trophy* lihatlah dunia. lihatlah dunia..saya ingin mengucapkan terimakasih kepada mentor saya.. ya itu..saudara Mizan, abang dan saudari Bonita yang telah banyak membimbing saya didalam bidang ini.. ya ya ya da da da..ok. its the coffee talking.

anyway. yes. was chilling out with them lagi last nite. Was at Huaida’s bbq thing before that. Sawit eh married couple atu eh. hahaha. Dah. kau sama laki mu beutang kami lagu SENJA NAN MERAH tu ah. hahahaaha.

oh. i want to watch BAIK PUNYA CILOK.

siapa mau dangani? my sisters and cousins have all seen it already leaving me with no one to go with. cheh. k

kamu inda kesian aku kah?

kiss me.

in the car. on the way to a relative’s place for tahlil.

Babu: ti telipun tia angah ah ja mana kan ja simpang ke jalan dua ah.
*dials Angah’s number*
Me: Hello. Ngah. mana kan rumah nini bungsu anie?
Angah: kamu dimana nie.
Me: di manggis.
angah: cari skulah ugama skali dapannya ada tu Jalan dua. masuk saja skali masuk simpang numbur *adaler*.
Me: bah. terimakaseh.

15 minutes later. caught in the rain.
Babu: eh mana kan simpangnya ani nada jua ada ni jalan dua. skulah ugama jua ni sudah dapan ani.
Bushu: awu ah. nya si jan nya dapan ani nya simpang ani nya. inda jua ku berani masuk.
Babu: ti jua kau telipun lagi angah atu.

*dials angah’s number*
Me: ngah sasat kami ngah. inda jua ada nie simpang anie. *passes the phone to Bushu*
Bushu: Jan inda jua ada ni jan simpang ani.
Angah: eh Jibah inda kan nada.. kana cabut tia kali tu simpangnya atu.

…
*babu drives out to the main road*
*Angah telipun*
*angkat teplipun*
Angah: mana kamu sudah nie?
Me: kami sampai sudah jalan satu..dimana jalan dua anie?
Angah: awu masuk saja jalan satu..eh. inda..limpaskan jalan satu..lintasi skulah..eh inda..masuk saja jalan satu..eh inda LINTASI jalan SATu. eh kajap..ah ada skulah? lurus tia tu kali ..masuk saja masuk.. ih..lupa angah eh.. Aji Jaliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!! (calls out to my iring boy who was sitting in the next ‘kem’)

its true. women do have a bad sense of direction.

kiss me.

Courtesy of Jules :- the jobless dude who set fire to his own hair with the help of a lighter and an airfreshener. I SAW..and im telling your mummy.

Grace, Izam , Sassy and Julian lunching at TPH. (Liv. was thinking of you 😉 )

Izam,Sas and Jules

(shit. mcm BASAR gambar ah. salah SUKAT. isok ku mengedit.)
Had another day of squash at JPCC with Jules.. And oh. The clock just passed midnight.. inda apa. just wanted to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to DILAH who turned 20.. yesterday 5/1/06. and today being the 6th of January.. birthday wishes going out to Rano. Hope you got my note. sorry kudnt stay long for the midnight surprise..had to lash. Ive been nicknamed “perempuan melayu terakhir” by Abang for having a curfew before 12 😛 .

So anyway. Kudnt make it for dil’s surprise lunch tadi at emperous court.. as i had left my phone in the car during squash and only got the message after a plate of tasteless tasteless chicken rice at JPPC.. made it up to her by joining the squad;- Nad,Dilz , Andie and Angela at Coffeezone. its been a while since we all had sat together..today’s session reminded me of old times, minus playing cards. haha. Entertained ourselves with a few rounds of charades before i had to lash and join my family for dinner.

Most of the evening was spent indoors waiting for the rain to subside. thank god it stopped before 10.. dad wasn’t around so i took the opportunity to join Bonita, Mizan, Abang, Aziz and Mimi for Cokes at Chills. Terubat sudah rindu ku arah si Bon. Hopefully i can make it for the short coffee session tommorow afternoon..from the looks of it..it doesn’t sound too promising lah. Mum just came in to the room and told me that there’s a wedding to go to in the afternoon.. if i can mastermind an escape.. ill calling calling you girls kay? haha.

anyway. time for bed.

kiss me.

Oh god.
i so had so many things to post about.

shit.

kiss me.

k. summary of what i did today:-
-Squash with my girl eee in the morning.
-Drove around in Nadz beetle. poor nadz’s kaki RUSAK ok inda pulang rusak more like sprained..so the mom didnt allow her to drive anywhere lah..had to use her car pasal my car punya rotax mati and my my dad had told me not to take the car out..or else… “somebody gonna get a real hurt!” hahahahaha.
-Met up with Ghah, Mahda and Wangee later at Coffee zone. was a good catching up session lah.
then it was t2. to see bushu najwa and the girls. bushu boy sama girl belanja kel bday. haha was so nice of them.

oh. and i got lil pressies from nadz today that consisted of..
a glass ring.. that i oh absolutely love.
and a sheila majid autograph.

nadz ure the sweetest lah. lovey dovey you.

summary of wat im going to do tommorow.
-squash with Jules.
-Lunch with Izam.
-Drinks with Dilah in the afternoon.

oh. sama aku lampoh skali in the world.

Here’s a guide on how to lose weight ah.. (yeah u tend to learn from your mistakes)

-Avoid going on holidays..exsp to countries like dubai where u resort to eating MCDONALDS every single day as a result of Tasteless, MSG-LESS arabic food (Ive come to the conclusion that most arabs have diabetes.)
-If people say uve lost weight dont ever ever believe them pasal it doesnt only feed YOUR ego.. it literally feeds you pun..u eat more lah lapas kana ucapkan kurus hahahaha. notice????
-DO NOT make MCDONALDS PUNYA STRAWBERRY SUNDAY A SUBSTITUTE for CIGARRETTES after a BIG MAC.
-With KFC there’s no difference between a DRUMSTICK and a THIGH. They still pump up the same amount of fats in to your butt.

sekian.

kiss me.

Gaelle – Love U More

been playing this on repeat since lastnite..

I’m on the outside looking in…

Looking in…
Come to my arms
I’ll take u to a place
So far away
Here in this space I’ll wash your tears away
with no delay
Here in my arms
I’ll have everything u deserve
Quick in the flesh
I will be there just say the word
But if u wait…
(Chorus)
U can run a lifetime
Look low and high and never find
peace of mind
anytime
All u can know for sure is that I can
love u even more
That’s for sure…
Love u more…
Others have come and they have walked away
and brought heartbreak
Though u may fear that I am just the same
I’m not that way
Here in my heart I’ll have everything that u need
If u give back
I’ll receive it just wait and see…
‘Cause…
(Chorus)
I’m on the outside looking in
and I can’t find the door
I have confessed from deep within
And I can’t take this no more
Will u be there
Or would u care?
(Chorus)

Thanks you.. for the lyrics ;P

i love it.

lala..thats for sure~ love you more~

kiss me.

Sorry i terhampas your siku while playing squash this morning.
i didnt do it on purpose. if i was to hit u intentionally
i wudve hit the left one jua tarus. u know. how i am. competitive like that. yes.
anyway, happy 18th birthday from all of us. You can now use your OWn i.c to go hooray hooray and lansing lansing!

i love you.

xoxo,
Syazy Harun

kiss me.