“Saya selaku ketua kepada sekolah cina. Akan merasmikan..pameran tanglung dan juga kerita kerita berhias.. pada malam ini. Dipersilakan janda janda dan dayang dayang yang mengambil tempat didalam pameran kerita berhias agar..menghiasi wajah wajah mereka dengan warna warna make up yang telah di tentukan oleh pihak pihak berkuasa.Dan juga, diminta, dayang dayang ini..berhias dengan gaya yang sederhana.. supaya tidak.. menjadi tanglung…”

eee..selisma. yatah membari malas bangun sahur tarus menyambung ke msn anie. selisma bah uleh nya. Been a longggggggg tiiring nite. Was at Radz earlier during the night to play squash.. my body’s justtt so sore right now..i was expecting it to be worse pulang.. but i can still move my fingers easily. huhu. raaadzzzzz was just a sweeetttyy lah..thanks for helping me polish up my squash-ing skills. 😉

Reeeeeeeeeen, kelllllll, mollyy, when u guys come back WE HAVE TO PLAY. WE HAVE TO WE HAVE TO WE HAVE TO..pebaik tani makai gegawi tu main. we have to we have to we have to. hehe.

Squash was followed by an hour and a half of karaoke. hehe. biasa lah tu. kalau ku bejumpa si radz ani inda sah nie kalau inda karaoke. haha. was good seeing you again babeeee..we have to catch up again soon yes?? huhuhuhu. oh and do pass those pictures that we took tadi to me k? xoxo.

currently chatting to Nad and my woman Mallyyyyyyy wallyyyyyyy.. schmallyyy.. huhu. i should really be going back to bed. early day tommorow. picking up nad at the airport around 10ish.. i have to hunt for hair bands.. skali buka puasa with them Pixie girls at Nyonyah..was it? yea. nyonyah. astah. NYONYA.Inda Hari raya ni lusa. Have u been following the WEATHER lately? its been raining cats and dogs so i highly doubt that raya will fall on thursday. but then again..im not the one with the telescope and tupi aji kan? hahahaha. kamu tunggu saja arah news kali..

hehehe.. inda bah random thought kan..nya urang kan kalau inda puasa full spatutnya inda buleh beraya?..jadinya kan kalau aji aji yang meliat bulan atu puasanya inda full.. tarang pebaik bulan inda ta durang nampak tu bulan atu tu? huhu..sadang bimbo. hahahaha. awu inda kali. hehe ee apakan. hehehe.

im still not in a hari raya-y mood. maybe because my two sister’s arent here kali. (sisters nada..ka pasal puasa inda full? hehehe) . the coloured lights Mani put up on the entrance of the house pun still doesn’t put me in a hari raya=y mood padahal its one of those lights yang ada lagu raya lagi tu. hehehe. tapi bukan polyphonic. boring. haha. when are they gonna come up with cucul yang music nya polyphonic ah? hehe oh and raya cardsss with actual POLYPHONIC tones. cuba tanyakan nokia hehe.Sadly this time, seeing the array of biscuits and dudul on the kitchen counter pun nada effect. but den again. wat kinda of raya effect am i after ah? i say im looking forward to both crying and that-all-joyed-up-as-if-im-on-happy5-feeling kali. he he he.

o oo. 4:23. need to drink water. FAST.

Will be missing Aimi who’s in Uk and Ren who’s in Brisbane this year. firs ttime kamu raya away ni ah. slalunya kerumah nini girl mua kamu dulu tu melangoi dapan tv meliat RIA (ada ria..ada raya..hehe apakan). sigh. Molly and Kelly apatah lagi nie. they’ve been missing raya 2 years in a row sudah.. awu. cerita korea ni karang dari sini sampai ke melb sama australia..sama london…ok and thats the end of me being nice and caring la. haha..

mol kel.. hahaha.. kamu taun ani inda sampat:-
1. .. hehehe just kidding..masa gue jahat seperti itu? haha (indai ampit kueh batek).

Mal Kel apa menu kamu ray aani? ku dangar open house? Just so you know, si Nawa and Nadia nada tu they’re flying off to Perth to see the parentals over the weeken. boring tu kalau kamu open house dua urang saja? shit man i shudnt have came back. i shudve stayed.. at least siok ku masak first day atu.. i remember spending raya the first time in melbourne with a group of friends.. on that day itself i went down to sydney road alone.. to get meat..(kesian kan barat2 ngangkat sorang? haha) came back and spent the whole day cooking a feast (that by the way,no one believed was from SCRATCH). hahaha. but yea the hard work paid off lah. siok jua beraya sana atu sebenarnya. different atmosphere. of course lah nothing beats spending raya back home.oh and u know wat wud be nice? candles.. light them up saja around the house or something.. gives it that lampu pelita effect..kalau inda berangin place them outside on the balcony.(hai faz..selamat hari raya faz..maaf zahir batin 🙂 ) ai. paloi. inda ku sanggup nyambong eh

KAN NANGIS KU!!!

haha..

kay my two friends have logged off.
i think i should logg off pun and go back to sleep. layan my dreams and look forward to waking up tommorow morning at NINE with sore shoulders,fingers, legs.. dan semua semuanya lah.

kay kamuu..
kiss me

me: ai pa. lampoh jua bapa pa.. napa tia.
bapa: *jaling*
me: ai pa. u have to start doing something about it lah.. plus u smoke. *shrugs*
bapa: eh..inda papa. pandai TUHUS nie.

hahahahaha. no comment.

hehehe internet ku baik sudah..
hehehehee..
yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

kiss me.

Jimah:- “ntah eh ni babu ah.. makan tadi dirumah atu inda alang alang..mcm makan TANGAHARI banar banar bah ya..walaupun inda posa”.
Iring Bini:- “eh awu. lapar ku. inda ku tahan.”
Jimah:- “eh.. andangnya ni babu ani..”
Iring Bini:- *sasak* “eh awu.. telipun tia pulis ah suruh TANGKAP ku..”
Jimah:- *jalingnya babu nya*

Im at this cyber cafe in kiulap. waktu menunjukkan jam 11 pagi. awal ku bangun yo (omg. i know im definitely in BRUNEI..when i start using the word YO kan?). my eyes are still on melbourne time. inda bah sekalinya, the computers here are bloody testing my patience. i have changed computers THREE times since i got here. Satu computer atu error error . skali the next one.. mouse nya paloi. inda mau begarak bah yo mouse nya ah. skali ani.. its not as screwed up as the other two lah. ganya i can only open ONE explorer window.. pakar saja puasa..mun inda abis ku paca…. jantah hehehe..

the internet at home doesnt work. i was calling espeed over and over kelemarin. balik balik their response was “ah anu..kami nyuruh teknisian kami nelipun kamu ah”. 4 kali ku nelipun 4 kali catu jua jawapannya. wait..inda. the 3rd time was “anu..keluar makan ya teknisian kami masa ani..”. eee. kalau kan bakaraja atu tantu tantu bah bekaraja. skali. urang puasa kali ah. confirm tia tu inda ISLAM technician durang atu. huhu. urgh. welcome back to BRUNEI SYAZ. aku membari rating service espeed 9 per.. 9000. cana?

hahaha ive been getting alot of messages on friendster regarding my friendster nick ah, “Sebatang Pen” hahaha. inspired by primary school punya karangan topic, “Saya Sebatang Pen”. esok esok “kucing saya” ni. liat saja kamu.

Went out to gadong kemarin and met up with them Bon and her gang huhu.. anu. buleh ku culture shock. inda ku biasa bah meliat anak muda muda karang ani layah layah in public.. sudah tah limpang2. be skirt lagi tu (cua kamu imagine..bini bini limpang2 beskirt?). APAAN men? mana inda ku tekajut.. i was in SHOCK.. kept on telling Bon. ai bon. napa ya bon. kenapa ya cani ani bon. di sana lagi inda ku meliat urang puteh layah2. *sigh* .

been back for 3 days now. missing melbourne berabis. boring sini. tapi boring di melbourne SIOK. boringnya sini boring banar.. hahahaha. Kel. i miss you kel. Mal i miss you mal. mal nya babu mal kueh mor mu nyaman. tapi BASAR. jadi aku bagi nama kueh mor mu “kueh mor kepala gajah”. hehe inda papa mal asal nyaman. huhuhu. balik tah kamu..

BISKUT LONDON ANGAH NYAMAN berabis in the world.. sama BISKUT KONPLEK bushu jibah is the bomb.. biskut mar mar si mimah pun nyaman..
eee balik tah kamu.

sunyi ku di sini ah nada kamu. nada dangan ku becakar. nada dangan ku becali. kan nangis ku eh.

i miss Nawa.

ah paloi sini ani.
nah nah. urang espeed baru nelipun. FINALLY.

Orang espeed yang penipu :- “ah.. syawana ni?”
me:- awu SYAWANA.
OEYP:- anu kenapa ah kita punya computer..
me:- aku nada di rumah ni masa anie. buleh ku nelipun kita balik dalam masa 10 minit.
OEYP:- buleh buleh..
OEYP: eh..kajap 10 minit???? inda apalah aku saja nelipun kita..
me:- eh. karang nada tu. AKU SAJA nelipun karang.
OEYP: mm..ada tu ada..ani kul berapa sudah? kira kira kul brapa kita balik..
me:- Kul 12 catu..
OEYP:- ah bah..karang ku nelipun ah.
me:- awu ah jan nada ah. banar ah. kalau inda aku nelipun sendiri nie.
OEYP:- awu bah okay tu ada tu.

…
awu cuba ya nada..

kiss me.

Tag Replies:-
Beejay: i miss you berabis in the world. sini boring. aku mau balik semula kesana. at least nelipun kau FREE.
Deeds: hahahaha eee apakan angus. hahahaha. awu D, inshallah ada tu. kau IA JUA ah. datang ah. bawa cd lagu raya amy mastura. hahahahahaha.
Ren: i miss youuuuuuu.
Izzah: catch up sooooooooooooooon.
Nah: I LOVE YOU NI YE BEBI BEBI.

seems like ive been waking up close two pm every day now in the last week. my norms have been somewhat altered since my holiday started. Normally i would get out of bed by 8..and out of the door to go to school by 10. Nowadays, i wake up just in TIME to watch my sex & the city on W..sure enough. its on now. The View is going on next..touched by an angel *SNORE* (this has to be world’s boringest drama ever okay?) after..following that Dr phil (ani pun..YAWN YAWN YAWN kedia ani..rasa ku kan membalikan ya rambut palsu ah.anu dari kadai 1.80. hehe.)..and then Oprah. kan? Ive officially turned to a walking tv time table THING. uwargh. need-something-to-do-now.

spring is really kicking in. the weather has been warrrmm in the last couple of days. *looks outside the window* siok nie kalau ke beach. wow. beach & fish and chips!! sigh. i should just be grateful that winter is finally out of the way kan? hehe. no more cold wintry nights.. no more bulky ugg boots..bye byeeee expensive heating bills.. its now time for mini skirts (without having to wear those yucky black leggings underneath) and here comes that dreaded time of the year where you have to hit the number 3 button on the KIPAS ANGIN before going to sleep. hahaha.

been doing a whole lot of NOTHING in the last week. Nauli was so jobless that she decided to take pictures of me the other nite. with props and everything.. hahaha. baru ya nganggur.

hahahah gagar shot.

kan been there done that wah. paloi ku nie di melbourne anie. *sigh*

listening to this song..
not sure wat its called. but i know it. the song’s been in a number of movies and tv series.
The track’s not named on this computer. ive actualy been trying to find this song for awhile now..but i didn’t know the title kan..
ani im listening to it now. on repeat.and i still dont know wat the song’s called. how annoying!!

tried typing out the lyrics on google..but the girl ani she singing them too fast i cant quite catch wat she’s saying.

blah.

shit..apa nama lagu ani ah..

OH WOW.
I FINALLY FOUND IT!!!! HAHAHA *JOY!*
i typed this out tadi on google

“what you think now what you feel now to be real lyrics” hehe sekali jumpaaaaaaaaaaaa yipee. hehe. AKHIRNYA.

Got To Be Real
Cheryl Lynn

What you find, ah
(I think I love you, baby)
What you feel now
(I feel I need you)
What you know-a
To be real…

hahahahah so GUYS *looks knowingly at kamu semua*
its cheryl lynn.. hehe gOt to be real nama lagunya INGAT TU. GOT TO BE REAL CHERYL LYNN hehe ciye.. 😉
. haha the song’s putting me in a happy happy joy joy mood lah. hehe. wow. antique bah lagu ah.. hehe soultrain disco. hhahahahaa.

greaT. BACK TO Square one….wat should i do now? hehe.

kiss me.

I understand, I understand, I understand, I understand..
Girl I understand, I understand,
See I understand,

You used to be the life of the party
But now you walk with head hung low
Cause he ride your nerves like a harley
And it’s obvious that wasn’t there before
Now you taken to wearing make up
To hide the marks that wasn’t there before
In your heart you wanna break up
Can’t find the nerve to walk out the door

Why don’t you take those chains and break those chains
No love should cause you so much pain
Why don’t you walk away before it gets too late
Leave him now
(see I understand)
Love should never hurt

You should have left the first time that he hit you
But instead you just stead and cried
Your friends and family tried to tell you
But you told them to mind their B.I
A career girl with a bright future
You had so much going on in your life
Since that man came along and abused you
Bour life has been everything but right
Two babies at home, can’t pay the damn loan
Girl it’s all wrong, you gotta move on
You say you really love him, I understand lady but tell me

Why don’t you leave that man, go on your own
You’re so fine, you are strong
Spread your wings, fly away
Girl don’t cry another day
Don’t give up, take a chance
Find your way, take a stand
You’ll find that there’s a better plan out there for you…

kiss me.

It’ll be You and me up in the treeeeeeeeee~~~~~

and marty is soo hot. huhuhu.

what is up with my connection tonite??? sigh.

aaaaaaaaaaah
FRIDAY NITEEEEEEEEE

AND IM AT HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

LISTENING TO TREESSSSSSSSSSSSS. kesian kan???????

my normal friday nite wud usually consist of me going to either Sanctuary or Platform 1..and we would then go back to Nawa’s pad to chill. Over at nawa’s , Nad wud play Ron Carrol’s back together over and over on her ipod till sun rise where we’d eventually fall asleep blisfully on the couch and wake up to the voice of Sandra Sully on the evening news.

it used to be the same routine every weekend. that was before the damned exams started.

*sigh*

I MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS GOING OUT. I MISSSSSSSSSSS MY-NOT-BEING-BORED-ALL-THE-TIME-LIFE.

funny how i never got sick of that ron carrol song. being able to see him perform that song live was a bonus. huhuhu. im making that the high light of this semester 🙂

kiss me.

weird name for a singer. . but the song’s lawa. very dewa-ish. i think.

Cinta Putih – KerisPatih

Apa jadinya hati yang terbagi
Diseparuh perjalananku
Rusaklah sudah cinta putih ini
Keinginan tiada sejalan dengan kenyataan

Betapa ku pasrahkan hidupku
Betapa ku mencintaimu
Tapi apa yang kau beri untukku
Kau tukar dengan luka dan kesakitan (ku)

Khianati…
Sebisa dirimu mengkhianati
Karena kupastikan kelak kau minta aku
Untuk kembali padamu lagi

Karena kupastikan kelak kau minta aku
Inginkan ku, mohon aku
Untuk kembali padamu

Kerispatih – Cinta Putih.mp3 <-- save target as kiss me.

MERDEKAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO MORE SCHOOL FOR 5 MONTHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MERDEKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!
MERDEKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

KEL. MERDEKAAAAAAAAAAAa. AKU PUN ABIS SUDAHHH!!!!! ..MERDEKAAAAAAAAAAAAAa
MERDEKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
MERDEKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa
MERDEKAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
MERDEKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
MERDEKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
MERDEKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa

this semester has definitely been an eventful one..whether it was a fruitful one or not.. haha that i have yet to find out lah. TUNGGU RESULTS HARAM ATU KELUAR DULU. in the meantime.. im just gonna chill and ENJOY SPRING in MELBOURNE.

im off to the hairdressers now. yippeeee.

kiss me.

Tag replies:
Dhil: haha aunty dhil..hehe okay tu. aku mummy syazy hehehe.
Nadz : darling was soo goood to finally hear from you!!! hahaha. i loveee youu. thanks for calling2. talk soon 😉
Kel: YIPEEEEEEEE. KITA MINOM DULU… keluarkan tia misin air gelagah ah. huhuhu.
j47: sorry for not picking up your call dimalam, inda kedangaran bah .. telinga atu luan stress kali mikirkan exam.. hehehe.. ill calling calling youuuu oncei have topped up. i miss you too berabisly!!

feeling generous?????

*sigh* me likey. me likey me likey me likey!!!
if looks could kill, little miss pinky over here would be a murderer.
i want. but my birthday is too far off. and its so effing unfortunate that i dont celebrate christmas *sigh* .
i want a little miss pinky of my own.. uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

kiss me.

downloading real player on kel’s computer. need it to view “Bisikan Cinta” this old school malay movie starring ..wats his face.. that balding dude from wats that tv show? omg. wait. right. Kunchi Khazanah..(ren:- agent agent? haha 20 20.. ) still can’t remember the dude’s name..haha.

oo.
rite. AZHAR SULAIMAN. isn’t he just a dream? well at least he used to be lah. haha.Im just waiting for him to be hot again..so that i can spend my days drooling over him like i used to.I believe them when they say that men go through puberty twice.

it’s probably just taking him awhile.. hahahahaha.. thats what im hoping lah. haha. rite now… unlike george clooney, he’s just shrivelling up like a prune.

Malay movies are now available online thanks to this melayu version bittorrent thingy magic. Mal’s been downloading quite a few files off the server. including.. get this.. Celebrity Trek – AF3 in BRUNEI. hahahahahahahahahahaha..

trying to look for this old drama..

doing nothing else apart from msning with Beejay. absolut boredome melanda.

hmm..
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*blank*

*takes a deep breath*

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh

boringgggggggggg. i shud really be studying for my paper this thursday kan?????